"Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

Thursday, May 27, 2010

To Where You Are

Who can say for certain
Maybe you�re still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You�re still an inspiration
Can it be (? )
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you�re there
A breath away�s not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn�t faith believing
All power can�t be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
�cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you�re there
A breath away�s not far
To where you are

I know you�re there
A breath away�s not far
To where you are

Saturday, May 22, 2010

South of France - Galore Weekend

I feel dizzy,
I feel sunny
I feel fizzy and funny and fine,
And so pretty,
Miss America can just resign!

La la la la la...

WOW! such an opening remarks!

Yes, we are in Toulouse, France. But not for a party! I've got meeting with several diplomats from various country.

Too boring to tell tales about the meeting! the best part is We (oui, Steve, Little one and me) drove direct to South of France, right after the meeting. I am not staying for the Dinner Party that night.

Oh oui Madame!

South of France is known for their NUDE Bitches! awwwww

If you want to not only be able to sunbathe in the naked, but also be able to spend your whole day in the buff- shopping naked, eating naked, even buying your baguette naked.

Cap d'Agde

is the place!
(betul cik kiah! minum bola, makan bola, tidur bola, semua jenis bola ko nampak noqs!)
Translation for international readers:
Drinks cock, eat cock, sleep cock and all sorta cock!)

Complete with its own doctors, banks, shopping and dining for the nudists.

and that certainly reminisce me during my study in United Kingdoms!
We have Nudists Village (betul tak CLEO LEE AL pattah)
and
TESCO is open for Nudists after midnight! awwwwww
(you should give a try NIK the GREEK)

hah! IZUAN! a friendly reminder
DON'T ever try this at HOME...


To answer all doubts
YES! We are little bit NUDISTS couple here!
We are very cool with that!
and



We have our friend who is a Norwegian lad
(our Toy Boy@ fuck buddy @ whatever you want to call him)
who is joining us! awwwwwww


and for now! some naughty pictures from here
Cap d'Agde
Enjoy
(lol! sorry darling, not our pictures! you wish! bleak)


click the image for bigger image!








and the best from all the best is



Very very clean indeed!
I don't mind giving him a fresh clean from my tongue!
with your permission darling!


Oo La la!

I loves working in Europe County so far!
awwwwwwwwwwwwww


Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Where i am......



Very good morning from Brussels.

It has come to my understanding that US Senate votes to continue debating a bill that would overhaul financial regulations, dealing a setback to Democratic leaders, who wanted to move towards a final vote on the legislation.

The motion to end debate fell three votes short of the two-thirds majority required.

On the other hand Germany has taken up the next control measure by ban in "naked" short-selling. Where speculators sell assets they do not own, in the country's top banks, eurozone government bonds and credit protection on those bonds.

If only United States of America (during bastard bush's administration) would realize ages before economics turmoil, we could be save under the jacket!

Yes! i am now stand on my two feet with a gun's fully loaded. Back on working with European Central Bank (ECB). I' m in the Committee put for G20 meeting next month, focus on the Investment terms for the whole bailout systems to save Euro.

Too many people to meet and remember! apart from working under urgent atmosphere, it look like everybody knew me out of blue and time is the essence and future lies in-front.


Tuesday, May 18, 2010

In your honor...



The day i left New York City....



New York City Celebrates Columbia's 2010 Graduates

On May 18, New York City pays a special tribute to 2010 to Columbia University graduates by lighting the Empire State Building in Columbia blue.

Watch the skies for the tribute and welcome more than 12,000 of our newest alumni.

Best wishes to my Postgraduate Students (wherever you are right now!).


Friday, May 14, 2010

The Economic point of view.

The author has taught me Economics during M.A Econ.

Can you have a common monetary policy and currency without a common government?

Euro was a good idea initially from an economic point of view, but that the forces behind it had been political, and the project had been caught between countries’ desire to remain independent and having to give up some of their sovereignty.
“I think Europe’s going to have to decide in the end whether to get more integrated or to get less integrated, in which case the euro is the question.”

According to White House economic advisor Paul Volcker said Thursday that the lesson of Europe’s current woes is that the euro zone will have to integrate to a greater or lesser degree than its present state.

It wasn't his place to tell Europe what to do, but he said it was a big issue.

Talking on what measurement has been taken up by European Union (EU),

EU finance ministers and the International Monetary Fund agreed Monday to commit 750 billion euros to support euro-zone governments that have difficulty borrowing in the international bond markets,

while the European Central Bank (ECB) began to buy euro-zone government bonds in an effort to bring down borrowing costs. The unprecedented package of measures responded to concerns that strains linked to the Greek debt crisis could spread.

This my darling, will definitely put the countries like Portugal, Italy/ Iceland, Greece, Spain (PIGS) on fire. I am not sure how people will react, a Government with EU Financial Controllers sitting in every Board of Executive of Ministries department, higher or new improvement on Taxes and Excess Duties, and on top of it, is the decision power exhale by the Prime Minister of the country has now gone with the wind.
As an Economist, i believe that any Government should protect all their citizens, by hook or by crook! so taking an easy step in every departments would create a harmonious environment rather than acrimonious.

Surely, i need a public policy personnel to help me on this matter. A well known exemplary among their peers. A wise men as a leader and doers not the sweet talker.

During my years of service as Economic Planner in Middle East country, I have exhale by acts upon exemplary. Showing mercy to all levels of people and trustworthy.

Pray for me-self, i am taking up the one year contract with ECB and EU's and IMF and God, to be able to fixed some mistakes and leave this very world with dignity. My closest friends said "i am nuts and would ended nowhere with many problems".

Steve's is very supportive and he'd always be with me, come rain or come shine.

Would love to give a try.....by God's willing.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Review : Robin Hood 2010.



Shoot me at me heart! awwww

Well done, well done! I must say that it is nothing wrong with the bragging or being snobbish about, when the film you have said is slightly ever better or totally utterly different than compare with another version which are previously makes.

In this modern era of classical hero throughout history, I must say that the Robin Hood 2010 have not only mesmerize me with the line of the so very fines actors and actresses (salute to Cate Blanchett and Russell Crow) but with highly acclaimed linguistics of the kind (i am indeed happy with the features of Scottish, Welsh, Noble and Palaces English and not to mention French), planned and plotted well, rather not to tell tales of the old folks, and how the King @ Government can be very much greed over their power and fortunes. (more like today Governments)

I admit, we don’t look to movies for history lessons. But given that this is Ridley Scott, you’d expect at least a few rousing action scenes and some intelligent battle sequences instead of the namby-pamby CGI offerings on hand here.(example: clash of the titan)


And though it goes without saying that when the legend becomes fact, you film the legend, this time waster is neither. Maybe I’m just bummed out because one of the first books I remember reading with delight was Howard Pyle’s 1883 collection of The Merry Adventures of Robin Hood. Here, there isn’t even a single suit of Lincoln green.

Overall rating : 8 out of 10.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Happy Mother's Day


Last Sunday we're in Rochester, the Central City of New York (by airplane! sorry) to celebrate a Happy Mother's Day with Steve's Mom.

Yeah, She live there (thanks god....Steve's word, mark me people, it is Steve's word). She is a wonderful lady, for me.

So we have plan for cup cakes party at her house, and spend the entire afternoon at spa. So girlish celebration. But we all need it thou. hehehehe!


and later on that day all of us (including Steve's big bro and her fiance) went for dinner reception at the Taste of India Rochester - The fines South Indian cuisine restaurant.

Before i could snap the picture of the dishes we ordered , it has been viciously eaten by all of us! hahahahahah


Saturday, May 8, 2010

May is National Foster Care


Each May, we salute the compassionate people who make a different by serving as foster parents, relative caregivers, mentors, advocates, social workers, and volunteers. Thanks to these unsung heroes, many formerly abused or neglected children and teens will safely reunite with their parents, be cared for by relatives, or be adopted by loving families.

But some children in foster care are less fortunate.

Most communities across the country are urgently seeking more everyday people to help these youth overcome their troubled childhoods and realize their full potential. No matter what their age, every young person in foster care benefits from a meaningful connection to a caring adult who becomes a supportive and lasting presence in his or her life.

The fact sheet.

Currently, 463,000 children in the United States are in foster care because their own families are in crisis and unable to provide for their essential well-being. Many children in care are unable to return home safely because their parents lack access to services that could help strengthen families

The need.

No matter their age, all youth in foster care need a meaningful connection to at least one caring adult who becomes a supportive and lasting presence in their lives. Without families or stable relationships, too many of these formerly neglected and/or abused children and teens will end up facing life’s challenges all alone.

The consequences.

Research shows that young people who age out of foster care are far more likely than their peers in the general population to endure homelessness, poverty, compromised health, insufficient education, unemployment, incarceration, early pregnancy and parenthood.

The call for action.

No matter how much time you have to give, you have the power to do something positive that will CHANGE A LIFETIME for a young person in foster care.

Friday, May 7, 2010

How much would a Greek devaluation help?



Many commentators now believe that Greece will end up restructuring its debt — rather a harsh way for partial rejection or refusal. I agree. But the reasoning seems to stop there, which is wrong. In effect, the consensus that Greece will end up defaulting is probably too optimistic. I’m growing increasingly convinced that Greece will end up leaving the euro, too.

I’ve basically laid out the logic here: even with a debt restructuring, Greece will be in deep trouble, forced to engage in severe austerity(government spending) — and provoke a deep slump — just to close the primary, non-interest deficit.(Gosh!)

The only thing that could reduce that need for austerity would be something that helped the economy expand. This would reduce the economic pain; it would also increase revenues, reducing the needed amount of fiscal austerity.

But the only route to economic expansion is higher exports — which can only be achieved if Greek costs and prices fall sharply relative to the rest of Europe.

If Greece were a highly cohesive society with collective wage-setting, a sort of Austria, it might be possible to do this via a collectively agreed reduction in wages across the board –an “internal devaluation.” But as today’s grim events show, it isn’t.

The alternative is a devaluation — which means leaving the euro.

Any announcement of plans to leave the euro would, as Eichengreen my friend from University of California, Berkeley points out, trigger disastrous bank runs. By the same token, any suggestion by outside players, like the ECB (European Central Bank), that the option exists would amount to invoking a speculative attack on Greek banks, and therefore can’t be made. The whole thing is effectively undiscussable.

But that doesn’t mean it can’t happen. Greece is already starting to look like Argentina 2001.

Again, this isn’t an alternative to debt restructuring; it’s what might be needed in addition to debt restructuring to make the fiscal adjustment possible.

I hope that somewhere, deep in the bowels of the ECB and the Greek Ministry of Finance, people are thinking about the unthinkable. Because this awful outcome is starting to look better than the alternatives.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Spoils Me, pampers me!





I am married to a successful man, who pampers and spoils me. I want for nothing.

I utterly adore my husband, and give myself to him completely, body and soul. I belong to him, and am his to do with as he pleases. I deny him nothing and would do anything he desires.

It pleases him to pamper me and spoil me, and I am the grateful recipient of his love. I never take him for granted and I would be in a panic if I ever thought I had disappointed him or let him down even the slightest, and would be frantic to regain his approval, miserable until I had reassurance that he had forgiven me.

I know just how pampered and spoiled I am, and I fully aware of my privileged status. I share as much of it as I can with my friends and neighbors, opening up my life to them and inviting them to take part in my rich rewards, entertaining them and sharing our home, our boat, our lifestyle with them as much as we can.We live our American's dreams.

I used to think that I was unaffected by being pampered and spoiled, but I no longer believe that. I am his pampered, spoiled pet, and I have lost touch with that simple boy who once was me. I know that I have changed and can never go back to my humble roots. It would be cultural shock for me now.