Ancora Imparo

It is official now.

2011-12-20T20:45:00.000-08:00

It is official now, i am no more attached with European Central Bank (ECB).

Partly relief but another half is telling "is this the right moves?"

anyhow, i am with the World Bank(WB) for next 3 years. will be based in Norway-Sweden.

i am back to my origin of interest "trust economics development" and it is nothing to do with trust-funds.

Have I lost my faith on ECB lately? my answer is not yet, remember i've got promoted to WB last june,i've been doing job for both ECB and WB ever-since and now its has to come to the end.

There are several issues that i would like to share here, mostly from my technical analysis.

There are severe indicators on the movement of Euro and the policies in some EU countries that will lead to the destruction of Euro itself, much fears has been put on France.

Like we fear what has happened in Greece,Ireland & Portugal.
French, Spanish, and Italian banks have run out of collateral and are now pledging real assets.

Next you will see a plans to restrict cash transactions over 1,000 euros (down from the current limit of 2,500 euros, or about $3,200).

and Swiss officials are preparing for the end of the euro with capital control measures.

So as i wrote here, Europe's CEOs are actively preparing for the end of the euro despite governmental reassurances.

Some, like German machinery maker GEA Group AG are limiting the maximum funds on deposit with any single bank.
Others, like Grupo Gowex, are moving cash and deposits to Germany away from Spanish banks (and Grupo Gowex is a Spanish company based in Madrid, so this is especially telling).
BMW plans to cut production by 30% while also tapping into central bank reserves, the company is already reducing its leasing portfolio to cope with the potential decrease in car values that would impact its borrowing capacity.

At the same time, money managers the world over are selling their European bonds. This is driving prices lower and yields higher to the point where the cost of debt is now prohibitive (bond prices and yields move in opposite directions).

As a result, new bank bond issuance may be down as much as 85% over the past two years, which further hobbles cash hungry European banks.

As for what all this means for our money, that's pretty clear - think SAFETY FIRST.
Stick with what you have in place now and manage the risk.

I am personally hope that it will be better future if the government-people be able to work it out and be hand to hand helping each other.

We are now in Havana, Cuba for treatment. I will resume my work February,next year onward.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF- GHEEEE IM TURNED TO 34 OFFICIALLY.
MERRY X'MAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAPPY HOLIDAY.
MAY GOD BLESSED YOU.

Happy Holiday

2011-12-14T23:23:00.000-08:00

Happy holiday to all you here!

Have a good one, wish you folks Merry X'mas in advance and Happy new year! WTF another year....hehhe

We are off to Havana,Cuba for treatments and holiday. away from the hassle and in-facts it is took only 3 hours flight back to New York City! muahahahah

See you next year!

happy thanksgiving!

2011-11-23T22:13:00.000-08:00

Once again, It's that time of year to give thanks.

We wish you lots of good food, family and fun

over the upcoming holiday weekend.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING FROM US, STEVE AND FAMILY!

November

2011-11-07T03:36:00.000-08:00

Another new month! and it is near to end of 2011,

bloody hell that i am well pad-lock with my current position, i was travelling around the globe for it, and i left my dearly hubby in Oslo for treatment,

he is up and down with his treatment, so i might consider an offer to send him to Cuba for cancer treatment, but on our own expenses! bloody hell with the insurance company thee are having slide confusion with authorized cancer treatment from USA,

what is the high premium my hubby paid for?

I cant reveal too much on my work order! nor that i could comments on nik the greek recent update on greece...sorry dear.

nor can i update my sex esplanade(do i have one lately) like Lee-queen of cambridge, hahaha

My life currently more on Jetting and meeting people for either selling or giving bon. My good phrase when introducing myself is

"Do you want to have a loan?" and be prepare to be chop off.....

Oh most probably our Christmas this year will be in Cuba,

Hello Bloggers

2011-10-05T21:52:00.000-07:00

Hi, Sorry for not posting anything lately, was so busy with WORK, WORK and WORK.

Hubby's doing ok, up and down with his health, he is in sleeping mood since last week for now, he just need extra rest, so i am ok with that,

So, I could focus with my job, he said.

He is now staying in Kristiansand, Norway and I am having my business trip in Valencia, Spain.

The header picture is taken by Steve from our duplex apartment in NYC, He is an amazing photographer. muahahahah. I know you will read this post dear. I Love you so much...

Going back to Kristiansand Todayyyyyyyyyyy, yey!

Eid Wishes

2011-08-26T22:03:00.000-07:00

Hubby and I and Little Sophie would like to wish The Beautiful Eid-El Fitr to All Muslim Reader and Thank you for all the wishes.

May The Lord protect us from any harm and bring us happiness and joys today and future. Insyallah!

Thanks for your prayer and message

2011-08-05T03:18:00.000-07:00

Thank you very much for your thoughts!

Steve is doing a bit better for now!

It is not easy being me, ok

I am fragile. stupid me &

I will give anything in exchange for his life

Thanks Dear Lord for listening me.

Not in good term

2011-07-28T15:24:00.000-07:00

I am not in a good term,

and my husband is coma for the past few days here in NYC. His condition is very tricky and ....

We are moving back here for my job with World Bank.

what with my life, hubby and the world

2011-07-13T05:41:00.000-07:00

I would never get out from my hotel

The bold lighting thunder was so devastated and

stopping my heart beat

Welcome to Paris, if you would love to be struck by light and worst

the thunder

yet you will have a bbq aka live grill on your plate

Ok , WTF with my life for now...

hubby health is yet undetermined

my jobs is very much around the clock

I could be in Oslo in the morning, afternoon in Brussels

later in Paris or somewhere in between. and back in Oslo for hubby before 9pm.

Worst yet I was back in NYC last 2 days ago.

stupid unemployment issues, non-disclosed loan, tax, political lobbying, eiiiiiii

I am nobody...

Let the lightning, thunder come and go

but I saw something not very nice on my table today,

a bloody report for 2012.

I personally hoping that people would able to save some-more fund

before the raining day/year

next year

I have yet to endorse the report for my superior action.

She is wayyy too busy with thanking and welcoming notes from all around the globe.

We are ever ready with tones of report and analysis

I hope she will survive...lol

let me leak one or two things here,

please save some money for raining days

please please please

if you can afford to exchange it to gold

please please please do so

if you could mortgage your house/assets for deposit in gold

please please please do so

I can't give you anything but

little loving advice.

The Summer Begin

2011-06-21T04:20:00.000-07:00

Happy Summer to all of you!

I will be busy with my hubby and my new position at world bank! OK it's Confirm! but I am to handle my current portfolio in ECB for the next 6 months!

hehhe TWO salary! and I am IN.......

MUAHHHHHHHHH TO MY HUBBY!

Thanks for your approval! you always support me and love me!

La vie est une tartine de merde

2011-06-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

La vie est une tartine de merde que l'on doit manger avec le sourire...!!

Parce que c'est tellement vrai de dire que ..

Heuresement que la vie n'est pas que de la merde et que certaines choses sont là pour la rendre meilleur !

c'est coluche qui a dit " la vie est une tartine de merde et il faut en manger un bout tout les jours "

Et y a meme des endroits où la couche de merde est plus epaisse qu'a d'autre :-))))

et ca laisse un salle gout dans la bouche

cursing in French is always a pleasure for me!

Another Speech!

2011-06-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

I was told today, right after one short call to the secretary to the Head of Central Bank today, that I was expected to deliver a 15 minutes speech during my visit tomorrow! lol WTFFFFF.

Spoil my holiday!

Hubby with his enlightenment wave then reply "Ohhh! I am sure you have no problem with that! since you are once a university professor!" an Ivy league scholar toughs in Ivy league! you will excel! and there he left me alone, puzzle and wondering and thinking what am I to deliver for tomorrow!

He went swimming with little one! but not for long since weather here in Malaysia is mostly sunny in the morning and pouring in, latter of the day. hehe

So, I chose a small topic with plenty examples and mostly based on my working experience!

Identifying and Managing Crises!

brief yet heavy duty!

I am planning on talking about the hedge-funds crises, what is really a credit-crises, bail-out money, some funny story and Q&A!

I will later produce my entire speech in another section of my writing here! bear in minds not to bore my other readers!

and

I am on my vacation! still...

Will be here in Malaysia until 16 of June! got to catch a flight off to Berlin for Interview! ewww

So here I am "Ex-Malaysian" working with European Central Bank deliver a talks to "Fellow Malaysia" hehe.

BTW, Thanks for the Wishes from my early post! I am not sure if I am fit for the position. Something fishy about it! erk

Position de Directeur

2011-06-04T08:12:00.000-07:00

Uhmmmm! I am totally speechless!

There I heard a rumours from my senior director and closes friend to few important people!

My name was mentioned few time for The Position in World Bank!

Despite my sexual status, religion and ethnicity. I am not sure what are the catch?

But I keep myself grounded most of the time! cozzz

I have hubby to look after and daughter to take care.

I must say that I am not ambitious for this position but I am thrill! yeah feeling my big ass pumped bigger! ok gros cul!

Whatever...

Spring holiday is so nice! next week... Kuala Lumpur! destination...secret! haha

Last week

2011-05-28T22:40:00.000-07:00

Minggu lepas kami dok pikir nak balik Malaysia untuk seminggu lebih kurang, tapi sebab keluarga ai yang istilah nyer *PANTAT + LEMBU + BABI = PALEMBI* jadi tak tahu lah balik ker tidak!

faham jer lah perangai ai yang memang baran! tapi paham juga perangai hubby ai yang cool bebenor! adalah dia tegur ai, ai pun ala2 bini solehahah *katanya* diam jer lah kan! sambil post2 menyusukan anak perempuan ai! bley imaginasi lucah!

So rabu hadapan, kami akan balik ke Malaysia! kowser kan! ai ni tetap ikut cakap laki! bak kata mak lee mah * king control! ucap betul2 control bukan kontol! eiiii matilah lucah lagi!

Senior Director ai kat ECB suka jer melepaskan ai balik ke Malaysia seminggu, sebab suruh ai hadir untuk rangka kerja lawatan dengan Bank Negara! sehari!.

Ai ok jer- sebab jimat duit ai- semua ECB bayar! tapi ai bukan jenis manusia macam itu! aku pun ada duit sendiri ok! terlebih dari cukup! ai bukan dari kalangan yang sudah ada duit lambak2 dalam bank tetapi masih mahu kaut lagi selagi ada!

KEJI sangat!

Ok now the Slightly English translation for my international reader! muah3 love you folks!

We are planning to visit Malaysia, but unfortunately, recently I had lost my temper to my father and two other sisters which I call them * Real Bitch + MAD COW + BLOODY PIGGY = WTF*

So things then has turned sour and I have not decided any yet until.....

My Darling Hubby give me some advice! I know I am the one that easily sly my temper if it affect me in any way! So being a rather good *so call WIFE*

I just listen *more like pretending! hehehe sorry hubby*

keep my mouth shut and imagine that I am milking my tits (but I don't have) to my 5 years old daughter *LOL* what a sick imagination .....

So the conclusion then! We are flying back to Kuala Lumpur next Wednesday!

Hence my Senior Director in ECB knew that ( I need to tell this old man btw) he was so happy and ask me for attending one day visit to Central Bank in Kuala Lumpur! lol and I say OK!

All expenses paid! but I am not that kind of people that so greedy! I have plenty of doughs in my banks! duh! I don't need that *ALL EXPENSES PAID* kind of things! I am happy to render my knowledge and services!

So! Springtime in New York is so good so far! accept for that hubby was hospitalized for two days for some minor infections! too much excitement maybe!

I have heard that Singapore Airline have this "Beyond First Class Luxury Suites" flying on Airbus A380! ( You guys can check it from youtube)

Volcanic Eruption has stop! Thanks God

2011-05-25T05:06:00.001-07:00

The Icelandic volcano Grimsvotn no longer erupting. Is It?

The volcano has ceased operation since 4pm today! You Rock babe!

So Happy Spring Time To everybody...................lalalal

Ciel Samedi

2011-05-14T22:43:00.000-07:00

A big round of Privatization, Greece Which Should help get rid of His debts, tops the agenda of Prime Minister Mr Papandreou. The question is whether the sale round Will Be Sufficient.

Its strategy in mid-April is a list of eleven names or companies to be privatized this year. These include The Greeks state lottery, horse races and a gambling house for a telecom company.

The program for next year is "almost Identical and includes The Post, one of the ports and a water department.

In 2013, the state Has A number of banks, airports and ports Repulsion.

If the above pantheon is open up for auction, I will put my bid on it! I love the scenery! heheh

Gosh someone will kill me for this! hi Nick! Since you asked indirectly!

The EU doesn't want to take control over their members country sovereignty, you take charge your own country, we are not bloody IMF! as long as EU interests (EURO - monetary) is taken care. We are happy to work it out and give back!

Yay! I am leaving office again and we are to fly back to New York for few week on springtime!

Poem

2011-05-08T03:50:00.000-07:00

Sous la tonnelle, trois de jasmin se detachent,

Elles viennent se poser volentantes

sur la surface brulante du the vert

le prince des fluers ne se livre que rarement

et choisit uniquement la fin du jour

ou les suaves somnolences deviennent partage.

the 5th on the May!

2011-05-05T09:03:00.000-07:00

I am not superstitious but , few of my staff been doing this, so I just follow the suit:

1 . I made this yesterday for my hubby, a pastry roll with fish filling.

2. Today Breakfast on menu! French Toast!

3. I have Vegetarian set Lunch here at Indian diner in Berlin! (expensive thou! E25,00 per set)

4.I am in need for a new shoes! Hello Fred Perry , price is equal to my lunch set! lol

5. and the most important for me is my hubby love fills in me! thanks dear! Thanks for the love.

What urs?

Young gov leaders: Love them or lose them

2011-05-02T00:35:00.000-07:00

Hence I am growing ancient-with ancient inner feeling. I would love to watch thee leading their way to govern this government! Not from scandal, but with dignity and knowledge they posses and experience they learn from us, the great leader! (who-wanna-puke!)

For me this is kinda Aristotle-Plato thingy! but I simple cut the philosophy part and being practical about it!

It's easy to look at the younger generation - with their high expectations and big demands - and scoff, Yes they have so much to learn, but they also have a lot to give.

After spending some time last week at the Next Generation of Government Summit by the social networking site ops! classified- and by the professional organization Young Government Leaders, I was left thinking how strong our government will be if we effectively harness the intelligence, creativity, drive and ethusiasm of this up-and-coming group of employees.

The fact is we need tofind ways to make young government leaders stay and grow in government, I have five ideas for retaining younger employees while grooming them to lead:

Focus on the firsts - these are important milestone for every employee, Make a checklist for each of these firsts
keep them inspired -keep that fire lit, not only with words of wisdom, but making sure they know exactly how their work fits in to your mission.
Tap their brains - Mark my bloody words, if you don't keep your younger employees challenged and on their intellectual toes, you will lose them. Asking them for new ideas, feedback and to engage in problem-solving will help everyone. They will be excited about their work, and I -(the bloody master) benefit from their fresh perspective and energy.
Show them the path to leadership - Younger people today are restless and are not afraid to take risks and seek new opportunities. Help stem the turnover tide by showing them exactly how they can advance. If you can get them excited by the challenge of making it to the next level, you will keep them on board and they will work harder.
Pair them up- Always Create a fulfilling experience for everyone by pairing interested, long -term employees with newbies.

By the time I am writing this, my hubby is getting better and he deserve my best interest for I am taking a month off from my jobs! Million Thanks to my support staff.

Nothing can define a great love for such a scarification and I am telling this to my staff. Job, The Company, friends will leave you but not your true love!

Happy springtime!

Le regret

2011-04-24T07:31:00.000-07:00

Je suis très épuisé dernièrement,

Et j'ai la tendance de laisser tomber ma colère. D'une manière ou d'une autre, mon personnel savait quant à mon tempérament et prêt avec mon moment d'ignition.

Plutôt déçu mais c'est moi.

Est-ce que je suis fatigué ?

Je ne suis pas déprimé de l'argent!

Suis-je contrarié avec mon mariage ?

Je ne suis pas, j'ai la promesse moi-même pour aimer steve et être toujours avec lui.

Je cherche à Cher Dieu, Oh Pourquoi Sont je cultivant lugubres.

Sont je pour réprimander pour mes péchés! Peut-être! Mais Dieu ne se débarrasse jamais de nous. Et je le crois ainsi.

J'ai besoin d'un jour férié pour dont nous avons besoin!

au revoir

Here and There

2011-04-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Spring time dearest reader...

Was long since I writes anything here in my blog, Was terribly busy with my hubby, my little daughter and my carrier!

Ok, one will always care about their carrier if one get bloody paid for 2xK Euro a month! llalala...tell me readers, will you do exactly the same????

My bloody jobs get really tough before and after the EU meeting! Its SUCK. I am to head TWO different section and at the same time monitoring another agency place far beyond the ECB associate. WTF

But I am very happy working from the back-end, unlike my director, he is require to broadcast everyday.... huhuhu not me! My last episode with CNN is gonna be the first and the last ever interview and broadcasting matter I will do in my entire carrier.

On the other issue, hubby is recovering and for now on-going his 2nd cancer treatment, very advanced chemotherapy related to magnetic energy (I am not sure what it is) but slightly better! I saw my favourite singer, Aretha Franklin here at the same hospital in Berlin undergo the same treatment with my hubby! today....

Don't ask me how I juggle my life with 3 important stuff that very dearly to me! I just do it. hopping that I be able to keep myself cool and under pressure!

Need a Blow....!

2011-03-10T19:07:00.000-08:00

This boy has just taken his girlfriend back to her home after being out together, and when they reach the front door he leans with one hand on the wall and says to her, "Sweetie, why don't you give me a blowjob?"

"What? You're crazy!" she said.

"Look, don't worry," he said. "It will be quick, I promise you."

"Nooooooo! Someone may see us, a neighbor, anybody..."

"At this time of the night no one will show up. Come on, sweetie, I really need it."

"I've already said NO, and NO is final!"

"Honey, it'll just be a really small blowie... I know you like it too."

"NO!!! I've said NO!!!"

Desperately, he says, "My love, don't be like that. I promise you I love you and I really need this blowjob."

At this moment the younger sister shows up at the door in her nightgown and her hair totally in disorder. Rubbing her eyes she says: "Dad says, 'Dammit, give him the blowjob or I'll have to blow him but for God's sake, tell your boyfriend to take his hand off the intercom button so the rest of the family can get some sleep.'"

Pictures of the day

2011-03-09T04:00:00.000-08:00

Ok guys!

Yesterday we had a great night with awesome neighbours! and eat and eat and catch up with all story! mixed between english and Norwegian @flamish.

Today I had an opportunity to invite few neighbours over for Lunch!

For appetizer

Got to go with typical Norwegian Cheese and tomato dressing

next main course

Baked Chicken@ satay style with peanuts source and Chicken Rice ball

Fusion delight maybe

with Desserts

Home made coconut ice cream.

We have a great winter still and very icy out here!

I am not losing my kitchen artsy yet! huhuhuhu

Kristiansund,Norway here we are! Her er vi!

2011-03-08T10:43:00.000-08:00

We missed our 2nd home so much! lovely, the weather today is so not welcoming! its raining.huhuhuh

So here are some pictures...mostly foods that is so me! blek

home made pizza n dip

lovely cake - blotkaken

yum yum yum norge choc- I will never eat any other choc after this!

for increase of body fats! hahahahah

this is hubby ideal home-50 inch plasma! duh

at the store - so much so little time!

Post Bahasa Ibunda! and for international readers as well

2011-03-07T18:28:00.000-08:00

Uols selalu tak Iron dan cuci baju laki masing2

Wah mek tahu Cik Puan Lee D Ratu memang rajin membasuh dan mengosok baju laki nya! kan kan kan!

Tapi kita enjoy kan buat benda2 macam itu! Mek ni sejak dari zaman ber bf lagi rajin mengosok dan membasuh baju laki mek nii! matilah kuli batak!

Dah jadi gay berkejaya pun masih lagi mek tetap basuh baju, seluar, boxer, stokin laki mek nyehh semua! bukan lah mek nak cakap besar kan tapi itu lah antara tanda kasih kita. apa korang sanggup?

Bagi kami nak pergi makan kat luar tu adoiii payah! laki mek tetap nak makan masakan kat rumah! so kenalah masak uols!

ni tetap sakit sakit laki mek ni banyak benor minta nya nak makan itu lah ini lah! wah demand gituh, semenjak ubat cancer dah berkesan dan cancer spreading dah stop, wah mula lah nak makan itu ini! kesian lah pula kan. mek ikut kan saje! matila kalah pompuan mengandung!

nak makan nasi lemak katanya, masak lah nasi lemak, melilau cari ikan bilis kat Berlin ni! gila kejap! nun jauh ke Frankfurt pergi beli cili kering,belacan, ikan bilis bagai! adalah 3-4 jam naik train. Bukan lah macam si izuan tu! wah khelas ko maria. petik2 jari dah makan kat rumah kawan bagai!

Tak pa lah mek ingat ingat dulu masa mek kat hospital, siang malam dia jaga, sampai nak ke bilik air pun berdua! matilah sex dalam bilik air hospital! keji

OK now is for international readers,

Do you iron your husband clothes? I do and I have done it since we are boyfriend kinda relationship! I don't mind doing it, for me I called it as part of the training so I understand him, apart from assimilating his bod scenes!

Hence than until now I still doing my duty without any complaints, although few of my friends did scrutinized my action but I pretend not to listen.

For me I can run my household without any helper, morning chores for hubby and little one, cook for both ,send little one to play school, rush to office, lunch with my hubby in hospital, back to office and pick little one from nursery and went to see his daddy in hospital and back home by midnight!

pretty much tiring! but I must not feel that thou!

I remember my hubby is one who loved to eat whatsoever I cooked for him, we hardly or never dine outside accept for attending ceremony or party! recently after his cancer spreading has stop and medications work, he really want to eat "Nasi Lemak" oh yeah you could google it.

I 've to run down to Frankfurt for part of the ingredients! took 3-4 hours by train! I am not complaining but I am satisfied to cook for him.

I remember when I was hospitalized for my heart problem, he was there night and day taking care of me, up to we went for shower both....hahahha together! heheheheh I just loved that idea of bathing together! To make it sounds nasty its was in the hospital! huhuhuhu

ewwww I've been stalk!

2011-03-06T04:09:00.000-08:00

Occasionally I was stalk in my office in Berlin! WTF

This stalker happened to be a Lady! double WTF!

My Personal Assistant told me yesterday over the phone! This Lady as I could recall have a messy lifestyle not that I forgotten that she was drunk in one private party I attended!

She knew I am GAY and married with child! Triple FUCK!

I told Steve and he giggle at me continuously! ohh bloody husband of mine!

I do not know how severe this could be in future or for my carrier! yet to know! but I am ready to send my intelligent to dig what is she really looking on! creepy

The facts that I hate being Stalk!

March 2011

2011-03-02T20:01:00.000-08:00

English Translation for my previous post

2011-03-01T06:34:00.000-08:00

LOL, thousand apologies for my International Reader.

Thank you Micky for your asking!

Last two weeks ago i was assigned by ECB for special tasks! Going around the world and selling Bonds to bail out unprecedented debts crisis! huhuhhuh

My first stop was Doha,Qatar. Meeting Middle East rich and famous is always a doom for me, Thee requests for meeting at night time and only TWO Eyes Meeting at his so call Mansion!

Hence my previous working experience was with The Sheikh of Dub**, I have no problem to communicate in Arabic language! and my dear Hubby said

Oh! these are reasons why "thee" send me for special task. lol! Hubby is not following me, for his cancer treatment is still on going and he insisted me to take this opportunity and take a little time out for a while and get a fresh air! Sounds crazy but I must admit, I do need that! and Dear Hubby need his own sweet time as well!

Ok lets continue, So meeting the Bloody Middle East was held only during night time, so we have plenty of time to enjoy ourselves with desert cruise *i feel so like Sex and the City Theme* and shopping like a crazy person *yeah like one of the so call first lady from South East Asia Country!* awwwwwwwwwww bitch me darhling!

and we took a Jet to Beijing-Shanghai for another merry go around kinda trip, but we are wayyyyy too tired for shopping or planning to climb up the Great Wall of China! bloody hell, 2-3 of my staffs get stomach ache! and we have only few days before leaving to Tokyo!

Chinese hospitality is very top and above, being a vegetarian is not a difficult for me and being a Muslim so far is convenient both! I give A+ for China! for their generous hospitalities. ok ! my Mandarin is not bad, after all I am half Chinese. Thanks to my late mommy's.

Japanese in another hand was very stringent (as usual) and I must remember to be on time (not that I never been on time) and all the traditional rules and bla bla bla! talking about money is seem very easy to compare with either Chinese or Middle Eastern!

For now I am in Paris for finalizing how much money we have get through from sorta donation+bonds or whatever you want to call it! cant tell sorry! but worth the trip and we have not spend so much on accommodation and entertainment thou! heheheheh

Our paper for Norway visa's has been approved and depending on my Dear Hubby recovery, we will go back home in May (after his treatment) and Continue my routine from Kristiansand-Brussels for money! gosh i have sign up 2 years contract with EU.. huhuhuh

Sagaen Begynner

2011-03-01T03:22:00.002-08:00

Mati lah Title entry dalam Bokmal Norwegian tapi....

entry dalam bahasa melayu! set set pengsan kejap! sebab memang teringin hendak menulis dalam bahasa melayu! walaupun BM masa A-Level cuma dapat cukup makan jer! bley

Memandangkan international readers dah kurang kan - seronok aku kecuali laki mak yang boleh lah membaca dalam bahasa melayu! wah khelass ko maria!

Mek ni tak de lain dok pusing2 jelajah dunia sambil minta minta derma bagai untuk Bank kesatuan tempat mek bekerja! bley

Ala menyundal ok pergi negara orang minta minta duit! yang paling lah mek tak boleh sekali masa di Doha. ya ampun tak kuasa nak meminta bagai dengan orang arab niih!

Nasiblah mek saudara seagama, nampak sangat bank kesatuan tempat kerja mek itu sangat pandai dalam hal hal berkaitan sosial, budaya, adat resam, agama dan bahasa! KEJI sesangat bak kata laki mek itu!

Kali ni jelajah minta derma, laki mek tak ikut serta sebab dia kan masih dalam treatment sakit kanser nyer itu! semoga cepat sembuh sayang! Tuhan itu sayang pada sayang, esok esok tak payah dok minum joli joli lagi.

Sambung balik cerita! alkisah jelajah minta derma bermula dari Doha, Beijin-Shanghai dan berakhir di Tokyo.

Jumpa dengan orang timur tengah ni ya ampun seksa! malam jer jumpa, siang siang dia membuta dalam rumah. buat anak kot! wakakakaka

Apa lagi mek pun shopping ala2 Isteri perdana menteri di sebuah negara nii kan! very de sangat! siap pergi santai santai di padang pasir lagi, ala ala sex in the city pula tema!

Yang paling seronok kaki tangan mek yang seramai 10 orang itu! nak ko hambek!

Next stop ke Beijing-Shanghai, ok ler suam2 kuku jer! agak sebab tak larat nak shopping jer, semua dok dalam bilik hotel! tak termasuk yang 2 -3 orang yang kene cirit birit bagai! kesian.

Upacara ke Tokyo sangat padat, korang tahulah jepon kan very de str8 minded, lagi lagi bab duit! tak kuasa aku!

Kami sekarang di Paris selepas upacara G20 dan dok sibuk kira berapa banyak pelaburan yang dibawa masuk! sorry lah tak boleh bagitahu!

yang pasti mek puas sebab kami belanja jalan jalan minta derma tak sampai ratus ribu euro, tapi bawa masuk 7 figure ok! so terpaksalah mek pula belanja vacation light light untuk staff mek yang bekerja macam orang gila!

kalau kerja kat shopping mall sure dapat 1 % kan ! tapi jangan lah berharap! tahun lepas pun no bonuses, ada lah dia bagi duit raya krismas! yang cukup lah untuk mek satu family first class round ticket balik Amerika kejap!

Tahun ni Raya puasa tak balik kot! Bulan May ni, habis treatment laki kat berlin, balik Oslo, Norway, sebab dah dapat approval letter on our visa application!

Wah panjang merepek! korang tak mo baca ada mek kisah! at least ada lah juga entry daripada kosong kan ! wakakakak

An Evening in Beijing!

2011-02-20T06:31:00.000-08:00

I was invited for a lecture series in Tsinghua University- INSEAD MBA program in Beijing. Being an Alumni of INSEAD EMBA, I need to fulfil my dear Prof requests. My audience is expecting something from my past experience and current position in ECB.

Lucky me.

My topic "Economics outlook; past,present & future!"

I start with " Remember the First Laws of Economics ? For every economists, there is an equal and opposite economists" and i continue,

So for every bullish economists, there is a bearish one!" at this point some people are either laughing or puzzle! if only they ever heard so! an i continue

and The Second Laws of Economics, They are both likely to be wrong! the entire flock laughing continuously.. lol

Economics is dynamics and not static! and both might be wrong! ding dong they are laughing again! i pause and continue ,

so what are we learning in economics? i can hear everybody keep on suggesting to their partner!

Ask yourself! why do we need a car? what is the purpose of having car or any vehicle! then i praise China for their people still bike to work and elsewhere! (yeah you need to do a little praises here, you never knows with these communists)

So we discuss with merely 80 no of participants; what is nationalisation vs privatisation? open and close economics! dynamics and static! pros and cons!

It is not my talks i must say! it is interesting and yet informative and i've got to learn something newly and refreshing ideas!

Yeah! i know i am looking terribly old lately! hears hears! lets toast!

Next i am jetting to Tokyo, Japan, meeting another investors! oooohhhh

I can't tell tales my mission!

So far, since last week i was in Doha, Shanghai & Beijing

next Tokyo.

next........?

Hubby I missed you terribly! love you!

p/s light reading if you r interested:

two laws on bullish and bearish economists

by william sherden

What the Europeans Know About Toilet Hygiene That Americans Don't

2011-02-17T04:30:00.000-08:00

To most continental Europeans, not having a bidet in their bathroom is unthinkable and even considered uncivilized. Maybe it’s time Americans put all this behind and concentrated on ways to promote the best hygiene in their bathrooms.

Here are some other potential reasons why Americans (and others) may not use a bidet in their bathrooms…

Too expensive…

Takes up too much space and difficult to install…

Impractical to use for both bowel and genital hygiene

Bidets have been around for over 250 years offering excellent personal hygiene. And the last 50 years have seen a revolution in their form and function.

So, why don’t bidets grace more American bathrooms?

This is a bit perplexing. But it may have something to do with simple social denial.

For people suffering from different kinds of bowel conditions, a bidet can also potentially offer some relief… by allowing you to avoid irritating toilet paper. Here are a few examples…

Crohn’s

Ulcerative colitis

Constipation

Hemorrhoids

Diarrhea

A bidet can potentially provide some relief from these conditions by helping you avoid the use of toilet paper.

If you ever been to any Asian country, you will find yourself with a useful bidet - a pipe hose attached in every bathroom.

Safe money, safe trees, be hygiene , practical and yet environmental friendly

Hold me, Thrill me, Kiss me

2011-02-16T02:14:00.000-08:00

Steve D, I Love you and remember we dance through this song on our anniversary years!

Have faith in me dear!

I have lost my fellow blogger

2011-02-14T07:24:00.000-08:00

I have lost my fellow blogger! oh dear Mikey wher are u guys!

The owner of kierankingdom.blogspot.com and http://soitsgettingbetter.blogspot.com/please please please update.

We missed your post.

I am hopping to hear a news from you guys soon.

will you take it now?

2011-02-08T00:34:00.000-08:00

Hubby I love you so much! I know i am not perfect but i am learning and willing to change for new me!

forgive me

PS I LOVE YOU

Call Back Home!

2011-02-02T02:06:00.000-08:00

I am going back New York! alone ...huuhuhuhu

Meeting and meeting and work! for ONE WEEK!

and i wish i could post like the above! hahahha but i don't have that body build! awwwww

way toooo skinny! i have lost 5 kgs recently, down to 55kgs!

any advice!

Food of Thoughts

2011-01-30T23:48:00.000-08:00

I remember my Mom told me long ago, before she perish!

Watch your thoughts, for they become words. Watch your words, for they become actions. (and the rest...bla2)

For I have a major concern with my food intake. I was ever since a Vegetarian since year 2004. After I have graduated with PhD and heart problem.duh! (getting better nowadays)

and i am ardent to Almond, baked Almond is my favorite, with honey! yum yum yum! (No salt Please)

I have them for my hubby and my little one as well! FORCE em rather! hehehehe

So eat more Almond dearest reader, it cuts your cholesterol, good for your arteries and sexual too!

I have these baked yesterday! for my dear hubby

Good Offer ++ Bad ?

2011-01-26T05:03:00.000-08:00

Last week, I was offered a double position in Federal Reserve, imagine double position or dual job description. I say i will think about it, i personally have a bad feeling that people in the Administration of Federal Reserve (or USA in general) are not yet ready with GAY thing or GAY Leadership! Too bad.

Another job offer came from my working visit to Singapore, high rank position, CED (Chief Executive Director), and i say NO, simple and easy, with no reasons whatsoever. Being gay and openly married with a guy is not a plus point if you are working in Asia Country. duh!

So i am gonna stay with ECB for some reasons (Not only for good dough the pay me!).My mere perception (correct me if i am wrong) European Union (EU) are more acceptive to our kind; and people judge you based on your quality that you may produce, despite your Religions, Belief, Language, Race, Skin Color and Sexual Preferences.

I have known many fellow Americans whom holding PR in EU countries. They stay put for the same reasons, The Quality Living!

For this current time, my workload has been lowered down so i could have focus on my Dear Hubby in Berlin. I was given a permission to work from Berlin until my Dear Hubby is fit enough! after his chemotherapy and stem cell operations. I am blessed for such understanding i have had from my Directors.

The little one is gonna stay with her Grandma for time being, i cannot juggle with my work and my dear hubby and a daughter. I will be totally stress out!

So here i am! this is what i am looking at and working with...

Nasty Joke

2011-01-18T02:17:00.000-08:00

Welcome back for myself to Berlin! I've got me two days off. Yippee!

And I would like to share one nasty joke with you guys.....

Overheard at the grocery store:

Young woman (to her mobile, suddenly, loudly, laughing): Girl, we fucked allllll night! I had to shit and he wouldn't stop!

Mother (with 13-year-old amused son): Young lady, there are children present!

Young woman (angrily): Fuck your child!

Boys Toy

2011-01-15T21:27:00.000-08:00

We are getting one of this.... YIPPEE!

Singapore & Malaysia visit

2011-01-14T01:35:00.000-08:00

I was in Singapore for the last two days. Working visit with the Banks and Today I am flying to Kuala Lumpur, for another two days working visit, starting tomorrow.

I've got plenty of time to go around the city center, was raining in the afternoon and sunny after.

Planning to jog around the klcc park later and visit my parents today.

Steve D was doing good with his food, he is off with the drip and transfered to normal ward for now.

Ummmmm, this is so call life! may unexpected events....i am blessed.

Under-classified EGO-TITANIC@Dystonic ...WTF

2011-01-10T06:07:00.000-08:00

The killer (so called model) is a clear case of ego-dystonic, he as gay feelings and acts but he doesn't accept that fact. HOW?

The murdered journalist was social critic who made a lot of enemies here in Portugal among "socialites".

ummmm! cute & psycho another epic similar to Versace!

Work Work Work

2011-01-09T08:23:00.000-08:00

Yeah! Welcome back office, plenty of stuff to do.

anddddd i am travelling to Singapore and Malaysia next Tuesday for a week meeting. With little baby i nurture-The South East Asian Central Banks.

Meeting up with different people is not a problem for me, but meeting up with difficult people always drives me crazy. It reminds me that, I am non-nonsense and non-political and i don't mind slaughter these Diva's @ Divo's during meeting.

I am not in the mood btw, Hubby is not doing very good with his chemotherapy, and leaving him alone in Berlin doing his Stem Cell was quite absurd but Steve insisted that i continue with my doing.

Mom's gonna replace me for a while. Thanks God!

HELP ME GOD! I PRAY EVERYDAY FOR A MIRACLE, WE NEVER ABANDON YOU...

What's New Year?

2010-12-31T15:14:00.000-08:00

I am not a New Year Party goers! I never celebrate any New Year before, i enjoy watching fireworks in every towns/countries i have visited/work/live from a television!

This year is the worst...ummmmm i completely understand that i am whining too much here!

Life is a complete set of good and bad, So be it!

The array of changes are too many...again i am whining! sounds like a complete set of loser i am!

Be strong me! I need that, I have so many goals i hope to archive in 2011. Let see if i could make it to reality...

1. I wish the treatment for my hubby is working and he be able to recover 80% to 90% back - fuck the doctors keep telling this to him, that his chances is 50-50.

I was once been told like that and fuck that doctors keep telling me lies and he was excited (yeah ! fucking excited doctor) with my heart conditions two weeks ago!

If statistics never lies, i wanna change a vibe here as well "DOCTORS' TELL LIES TOO"

2. Setting up an Education Wing somewhere in Asian country! gosh i am not trying to put up my name in education, like some people does! I am nobody- but i have a different ideas on education and educating youth!

3. I hope our PR application for Scandinavians Country is approved by 2011!

Merry Christmas and a Happy Holiday

2010-12-25T02:55:00.000-08:00

we wish you a very Merry Christmas and a Happy Holiday! May your day be full of cheer and warmth, with good friends, great food, and thankful hearts.

Cinnamon stick

2010-12-23T05:06:00.000-08:00

A 12-week London study was recently conducted involving 58 type 2 diabetics with hemoglobin A1c (HbA1c) levels over 7 percent. Hemoglobin A1c is a marker for long-term glycemic control in diabetics.

After 12 weeks on 2g of cinnamon per day, study subjects had significantly lower HbA1c levels, as well as significantly reduced blood pressures (systolic, SBP and diastolic, DBP).

The researchers’ conclusion:

“Intake of 2g of cinnamon for 12 weeks significantly reduces the HbA1c, SBP and DBP among poorly controlled type 2 diabetes patients. Cinnamon supplementation could be considered as an additional dietary supplement option to regulate blood glucose and blood pressure levels along with conventional medications to treat type 2 diabetes mellitus.”
Got it from Dr Mercola and sharing with you guys

dormant blogs of mine

2010-12-19T16:25:00.000-08:00

It been a dormant blogs of mine this year around!

I am sorry.

For the past eight days, Steve D undergo heave treatment here in Oslo, Norway. and yesterday we all went for shopping. Family shopping in Amsterdam! I brought the entire party on ECB Private Airplane- the Director General wanted to meet us both personally in a short meeting.

We have a good shopping thou! quite a severe weather, but we managed.

I am not sure what for Christmas this year! I am not sure what for my birthday as well!

but i am certain that what i care the most is Steve.

Never i show my sorrower face, never!

Muharram 2010

2010-12-06T03:49:00.000-08:00

I would like to wish my fellow Muslim, Mubarak fi Muharram.

It is a journey of a new year for all of us and may we live in peaceful and understanding each other. Not judging people from their superficial quality but rather appreciate the inner beauty.

Thanks for the prayer for Steve.

How to work?

2010-12-01T08:32:00.000-08:00

How am i going to office when snows are covering up the road?

Had a better thing to do actually! taking care of my husband who is diagnose with Pancreas Cancer!

The doctors are positive about chances for him to recover since it was detected at early stage. But i am not happy with the treatment he gonna dealt with! chemotherapy.

i have no choices but to go with that, for me to sign the paper was the tougher job ever!

I am looking for immune therapy such as stems cell and any other alternative to make my hubby recover from chemotherapy in ease and safest ever and i have found that for him, this product name by 4LIFE (google it)

He is very positive all this while, i think i might get my blood pressure back very soon. but i keep my aspirin and vegetarian diet tight!

I need to be strong and never i complain all this while. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

Happy Thanksgiving

2010-11-26T02:24:00.000-08:00

I am not in a mood for this year Thanksgiving.

The First reasons is my hubby@ Steve was not in a good health, he was diagnosed for Stomach Cancer, and what depressed me the most is, the doctor here not be able to inform me the status. WTF... HELLO.....this is a living creature, my husband that you are dealing with!

With all the technologies! can any of you tell me what are the status?, can it be cure or not?, prescribe medications and whatsoever.

Yesterday, I lost my temper! and i started to be hysteric. I can't deal with no answer!

Please God, Help Me. I know we have done so much sins, but it between us two and you, God.

I am now trying to get the second and the third opinions from the specialists in John Hopkins and London Medical School Professor.

I am reaching as far as Republic of China for the lists of herbs specialists.

I can't deal my life without him. That is one of the most scary thoughts after all the scariest possible things in the world I could think for!

I am taking off my duties for 3 weeks, after the Republic of Ireland settlement.

I have promised that we will be together during good time and bad time

Always!

Our Way - Norwegian Way

2010-11-23T07:33:00.000-08:00

I seem to spend most of the winter travelling around Northern Europe. So constantly back and forth from Head Office in Bruxelles and our home in Kristiansund, Norway by airplane!

I never regret for doing a bit of travelling (about 1 hour plus by airplane- one way) twice everyday, as long as i am with my lovely Steve!

You guys might wondering why Kristiansund, Norway? Steve was assigned here for his latest project. and being a good house wife i am, i could not bear to be distance away from him, it breaks my heart and not to mention little Sophie as well.

It always surprise me how little daughter of us be able to stay calm and get along with travelling around. First Berlin, Germany then Kristiansund, Norway.

Language is not a barrier at all in here, people are so warm and helpful. I have a good neighbor next door. I kinda fancy Scandinavian foods (mostly seafood) and design.

Today we had minus 10 Celsius. Long John in and socks and earplug as well. The popular hot drink here is called Glogg. Basically you need to cook it with spices like cinnamon, clove and lemon zest. Learn this from my neighbor.

I did a Norwegian rice pudding yesterday called riskrem with red sauce @ raspberry source.

here is the recipes

3 cups whipping cream

3 tablespoons sugar
1 tablespoon vanilla extract
5 cups cold rice pudding

Whip cream, sugar and vanilla until creamy and stir into porridge.

Red sauce bag (raspberry)

1 cup raspberry jam

Happy Thanksgiving to all Americans!

It's the economy and we're not dumb!

2010-11-08T01:06:00.000-08:00

Despite the despicable election ads from partisan red and blue politicians, we, the voters, know what is important. It is not who is or isn't a witch that matters. It is the economy.

Even people who have not lost their jobs are worried about making their mortgage or rent payments. A recent poll shows concerns about housing payments have spiked since 2008 despite some economic improvements.

Fifty-three percent survey respondents said they are "very concerned" or "somewhat concerned" about having the money to make their housing payments. Worries are more intense among those with lower income and among African Americans.

And why are people still so worried? The answer, for a lot of people, is jobs, or lack thereof.

The unemployment rate is still very, very high.

So if you think of it as being about the odds of someone losing their job and not being able to find another, there is a reason to be concerned about not being able to make mortgage payments and lost your house or your life!

WTF!

Back in Kuala Lumpur

2010-11-07T22:31:00.000-08:00

Gosh! I am back in Kuala Lumpur for works, works works! meeting, meeting, meeting!

More update coming.

Pack up for new office and house!

2010-10-25T20:37:00.000-07:00

Official welcome to my newly renovated office in Brussels. Pack up! pack up! Here the mover!

An official promotion for my next 2 terms in European Central Bank (can't just run away). That would be another messy live ahead and hopefully i am able to jungle between my work and my family like before. bleak!

To Hubby! i promise you that i will never neglect you. You know how i hate working, but we need the bloody dough! for our early retirement plan.

We are not planning to live in Brussels! gee no way! with all the Gay themes and colorful events, we just pass it. Not my cup of tea, nor my hubby and not for the little one.

Somewhere nearby, nice condominium facing the river! and everybody speak Finnish godforsaken!

Will provide you with all the information later on!

1001 reasons to smile.

2010-10-18T20:46:00.000-07:00

1001 reasons to smile.

I am not sad now and I am smiling from right to left. Talk to dear Hubby yesterday and he promise that he wll be coming back for Halloween in Berlin and Thanksgiving in New York.

We have our HOT conversation and video conferencing as for yesterday. Don't ask what sort of ritual that we have had! you figure it out people!

I am so happy to see him and hear him. My Lord i am missing him so much, that i cry of joy!

My world has stop for a while and i have forgotten every thing but him...

Have you experience this before?

As I darkened my eyes with the dust of sadness...

2010-09-30T06:58:00.000-07:00

I darkened my eyes

with the dust of sadness

until each of them was a sea full of pearls

All the tears which I shed for him

are not tears as many think but pearls...

I am complaining about the soul of the soul

but I'm no complainer; I'm simply saying how it is

My heart tell me it is distressed with him

bu I can only laugh at such pretended injuries.

Where is this "we" and this "I"?

By the side of the Beloved.

You made this "we" and this "I"

in order that you might play

this game of courtship with yourself

that all "you's" and "I's" might become one soul

and finally drown in the Beloved

Is it possible for the bodily eye to see you?

can thought comprehend your laughter or grief?

tell me now, can it possibly see you at all?

such heart has only borrowed things to live with.

The garden of love is green without limit

and yields many fruits other than sorrow or joy.

Love is beyond either condition:

without spring, without autumn, it is always fresh.

Feeling miserable

2010-09-28T21:10:00.000-07:00

I was in New York ever since Steve when up to the Arctic.

I am not in a very good mood, I missed him so much, his mobile reception is not very clear or worst not reachable, no broadband services, no nothing.

My paperworks are pile up in my office table in New York and worst are yet to come. I can't concentrate! getting help from my ex-MBA students here with my works. Thanks God.

Send little one to stay up with Lilly, Steve's Mom.

I am in total mess,( drop 10pounds for that) and

Yesterday, i was invited to witness an event, for ex-Merck CEO Roy Vagelos (former student of College of Physicians & Surgeons) and his wife giving away a donation of 50million dolor to Columbia University to help construct a medical and graduate education campus at the New York Institution's medical campus.

(should later ask the Physicians to come up with my miserable feeling cure-not another happy pills)

Wish i had that amount of money so i could live and fly free like a bird.

but, not yet! just a dream.

Still feeling miserable and %$W%&^%$&%^*%^

Leaving New York, next week (not exact date) and reporting to ECB in Berlin or Frankfurt .

Celebrating Hobbit Day

2010-09-22T02:56:00.001-07:00

What are the grounds of parenthood? What is it that makes someone a parent?

Oh! What are the qualities every parent should have?

AggHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't have any...just stumble into my panic button (hello, we gay do have that button,

realize it or not) accept for my gratification towards education. enuf say.

The things is that little daughter of mine have this

"The Long Awaited Party: to Celebrate Hobbit Day"

Yeah.. you probably thoughts me insane but it is true darling. Today marks an interesting holiday that is not widely observed.

You can support your show by going barefoot for the day, smoke grass (not for kids - gosh i missed that time) or drinking beer (not my kind of drinks either) but definitely not going totally bare naked to other(which i am fond of doing so) or at least you could speak a little Scottish or Irish accents to other(twist my tongue for that).

So. i have received the invitation card from the nursery that the kids are having the get together party to celebrate the hobbit day and guess what, Parents are invited. hohohoh

Since Steve@hubby was in Oslo, Norway. I suppose to go to the party alone (sadly). The little one will miss his daddy so much!

and the turnoff here is :

PARENTS ARE TO DRESS IN HOBBIT COSTUME!

arghhhhhhh! when and where in the world am i going to find all that! oh why hubby insisting to get her into this nursery after all(i am running crazy). This is not a Halloween yet!

So here i am, after pressing my panic button to my dear Steve, last night and he got me Bilbo Baggins dress from this local shop for me. I am so gonna be old later by today!

So! am i a lesser parent for what i am?

I think so........but hey nobody perfect, i might be good with my academics and corporate banking and financial

, but i am not a good parent...just not yet!

This is just one...Steve want to add another one more into our family...this time it's gonna be a boy he say for sure.

Should i hire a nanny or i am not sure what!

Phone Sex!

2010-09-18T20:23:00.000-07:00

I likes doing phone sex with Steve. Talking dirty all the time telling our inhibited sexual desire. heheheh

Whenever possible, from on the way back home in the bus or taxi, or from my office during lunch hour or not, and the worst is during meeting. YUMMY LEAKING DOWN UNDER!

If phone sex is not available, we do text to each other, exactly like phone sex or we hook our self with using the Yahoo Messenger ++.

We kept our sexual letter (years ago) to each other with few of em really stink (reading and masturbate simultaneously) or worst case scenarios-full of cream.

I personally think that in relationship both must know how to spice up and play the role to each other, Telling how much you missed him, how do you love to be fuck by him all day and night, and all the details.

Steve habit if i may say here is putting the nasty post notes around the house for me, for instance; "wanna suck ur dick" on my fav 2(x)ist hipster or writing how he love love me so much on my protein milk shaker in the freezer! using permanent marker.

We do hold hand or kissing in the public very often, but not in Asian country, consider as taboo.

I am not bragging about my relationship but i believe that you need to take up a serious action when you are with someone that you like so much. Talks about it and see what is your partner reaction.

I am going to miss my smelly(but i like that smell) husband for quite some time, a month or two, and we cant easily get to call each other during these period. North Pole, according to him having very slow telecommunication equipment.

God save me from this loneliness!

Tout en tenant compte que

2010-09-15T01:51:00.000-07:00

Lately, I was sooo Lazy!

Steve never would say anything... as long as the foods are serve and his cloths are prepare! lol

The little one was so happy, she will spend her day in nursery, despite language problem, i think she manage it very well and make friends.

End of this month Steve will be in North Pole for a month or so for his latest project. I am very glad for him, and for that he have to undergo series of health screen and survival training. Uhmm I like seeing all his tight muscles. yummy

His mother will stay with us until end of December, she is up with her new books and maybe visiting lecturer here in Berlin University.

I might take up a new position after giving thought to the best and the brightest. Thanks God!

good luck me!

I'm Gonna Make You Love Me

2010-09-02T03:38:00.000-07:00

When we registered our marriage at the New York City Marriage Bureau, little that we know about partnership,little that we know about each other needs and requirement and so very little that we know about each other family.

But yet, we take our vows to love each other every day and help each other to understand each other temperament.

This very song was and will always with us forever...enjoy

I'm Gonna Make You Love Me
The Supremes & The Temptations
(Ken Gamble/Jerry Ross/Jerry Williams)

I'm gonna do all the thing for you
A girl wants a man to do
Oh, baby (Oh, baby)
I'll sacrifice for you
I'll even do wrong for you
Oh, baby (Oh, baby)

Every minute, every hour
I'm gonna shower you
With love and affection
Look out, it's comin' in your direction
And I'm

I'm gonna make you love me
Oh, yes I will
Yes I will
I'm gonna make you love me
Oh, yes I will
Yes I will

Look here
My love is strong, you see
I know you'll never get tired of me
Oh, baby (Oh, baby)
And I'm gonna use every trick in the book
I'll try my best to get you hooked
Hey, baby (Hey, baby)

And every night, every day
I'm gonna say
I'm gonna get you, I'm gonna get you
Look out boy, 'cause I'm gonna get you

I'm gonna make you love me
Oh, yes I will
Yes I will
And I'm gonna make you love me
Oh, yes I will
You know I will

Every breathe I take
And each and every step I make
Brings me closer, baby
Closer to you

And with each beat of my heart
For every day we're apart
I'll hunger for every wasted hour

And I...
Every night
And every day
I'm gonna get you, I'm gonna get you
Look out, 'cause I'm gonna get you

I'm gonna make you love me
Oh, yes I will
Yes I will
I'm gonna make you love me
Oh, yes I will
Yes I will

I'm gonna make you love me
Oh, yes I will
Yes I will
I'm gonna make you love me
Oh, yes I will
Yes I will

Debt Defeaters

2010-08-26T08:15:00.000-07:00

Finally, there is some good debt news.

The amount consumers owed on their credit cards in this year's second quarter dropped to the lowest level in more than eight years, reports the Associated Press.

The credit bureau TransUnion says the average bank-issued credit card debt fell to a little less than $5,000 in the three months ended June 30. That's a decrease of 13 percent for the same period a year ago.

Re Assignment

2010-08-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

Yeahhhh

I do think or i presume my Senior Director knows i really need this Re Assignment of jobs for 3 weeks in Singapore.

He was looking at me yesterday with his serious facade (lol like i never saw that faces before!... he was my Ex-Professor of Econ)

and congratulate me on my proposal to set up a newly units of R&D for Asean Finances Institutional - Stress Test.

Just a set up lol! at least i have all the reasons to celebrate a meaningful Idul Fitri with my hubby and little one with my Family members in Kuala Lumpur.

We will touch down Changi Airport next week Monday. Oh God Bless so we,Steve and me don't have to get starving for extra period of fasting time compare to what we had now in Berlin, Germany...

and tell me all about the foods... especially Steve's fav Nasi Kandar and Nasi Beriani! yummy2.

But it still a Job Assignment for me thou! at least Steve's and little one are happy. I can keep my happiness to my self as long as Steve is with me. gosh very selfish right!

And I won't go home without you

2010-07-29T20:10:00.000-07:00

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen

She left before I had the chance to say

The words that would mend the things that were broken

But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep

Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?

Why does every moment have to be so hard?"

Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight

Just give me one more chance to make it right

I may not make it through the night

I won't go home without you

The taste of her breath, I'll never get over

The noises that she made kept me awake

The weight of things that remain unspoken

Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep

Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?

Why does every moment have to be so hard?"

Hard to believe that

[ Won't Go Home Without You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

It's not over tonight

Just give me one more chance to make it right

I may not make it through the night

I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight

Just give me one more chance to make it right

I may not make it through the night

I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown

Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go

I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight

Just give me one more chance to make it right

I may not make it through the night

I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight

Just give me one more chance to make it right

I may not make it through the night

I won't go home without you

And I won't go home without you

This Weekend

2010-07-23T17:28:00.000-07:00

Recently i was running on Bipolar mood! very sure i get it from my hectic bloody schedules of meeting and analyzing tones of report from the series of Banking Stress Test from all over Europe!

Not that i complaining but i have this bad habits for running out of mood and my mouth will go BITCHY on the spot!

Last Tuesday i had an argument with my hubby! over the simplest thing! (i won't elaborate here,probably my Director is reading my blog! feel so stupid) and

with angry moody monster i am, left him and little one in Berlin and off i go for 2 days meeting in Brussels!

What makes me turn to be more angry later on is, my hubby have this kind of habits that he, will not pick up my call, reply my email instantly, Yahoo Messenger me, etc2...

What the fuck!

I left Brussels and went to London for my step sister! Not going anywhere in London, home stay, babysit my step sister children! until...

Hubby send me an email, quite recently! (typical man) asking "Are you coming back today? We (mom,bro,little one and me) are waiting you for summer!"

AND

He add"Don't worry i am not angry with you

Please come back home later on!"

i missed everybody!

HUBBY FORGIVE ME

Nous t'aimons bien

2010-07-17T17:29:00.000-07:00

Just came back from my workplace, have a peep over little Sophie in her room, sleeping so good. and she wrote a wish card for me saying"Nous t'aimons bien" we love you very much!

It makes me cry and when i saw my hubby sleeping at the couch, it makes my heart falls apart. I knew that he always horny and want me in his arms, I'm his living pillow, he told me.

I am a bit cheer up tonights, all my efforts and our team efforts has shown some positives result. Euro has reached and closed at E1.3000 yesterday. Our first ever benchmark have somehow shows and better than IMF predictions.

My fight on Austerity VS Stimulus is indeed effectives. I don't have to be on Charlie Ross-Bloomberg TV to proofs it! stupid...

But my straggling to keep my small family happy is at stakes. I can't very well juggling both situations, at least Steve has been very supportive and given me encouragement that I should continue with my doing.

He will make sure everything will be fine.

I can't very well falls asleep after sex, which I normally does! I stare my lovely hubby face and I saw a slight disappointment, (yeahh!!! pleasure face indeed after he get what he wants the most) change to worries and many other.

Steve, please forgive me if I has and always make your life difficult, I have no other attention but for us to live comfortably at least.

Stress Test

2010-07-13T19:04:00.000-07:00

Talking about European Stress Test on selected Banking institutions, Gosh i have got myself a BIG STRESS too.

Meeting and series of meeting, i do have several long meeting in a day. But the perks are, as the interviewer we was bribed with five star accommodation, Food and Beverage is above excellent - ehem2 lucky i am Vegan by choice and i have a personal butler when i was in Spain and Portugal.

Awwwww! I like my jobs. I don't mind to keep it more than a year or so. My ECB (Euro Central Bank) Director has given me some good clue yesterday on a piece of paper, during two days finances minister meeting in Brussels.

He ask me "Bist du glucklich? Sie bleiben für längere Zeit?" translated somewhere near like "Are you happy with your current works? Do stay for longer period?".

I am currently attending a night class to improve my Dutch and Finnish. I could communicate well but my writing and reading are below average.

We might be thinking about migrating to European Union too. and judging from our experience last weekend in Oslo, Norway. Northern European seems the best place for all of us.

and thee welcome our kind too. Not to mention the sea side and the people is nice!

Personal Finance - Can Money Buy You Happiness?

2010-07-08T07:03:00.000-07:00

Are you happy?

When I ask that question, what aspects of your life immediately leap to mind? Do you think of your significant other, smile, and nod yes, you're happy? Do you measure it by how often you've laughed or felt at peace?

Or did you do a quick accounting of your financial well-being as a way to gauge your contentedness?

Can money buy happiness?

We say it can't because, well, that's what we are supposed to say. But turns out a recent Gallup World survey found people do think money can buy happiness.

"Pulling in the big bucks makes people more likely to say they are happy with their lives overall -- whether they are young or old, male or female, or living in cities or remote villages, the survey of more than 136,000 people in 132 countries found."

Okay, actually money can only buy one component of happiness, according to the poll.

"'Yes, money makes you happy -- we see the effect of income on life satisfaction is very strong and virtually ubiquitous and universal around the world,' said Ed Diener, a professor emeritus of psychology at the University of Illinois who led the study. 'But it makes you more satisfied than it makes you feel good. Positive feelings are less affected by money and more affected by the things people are doing day to day.'"

People may initially define their happiness by income because they are comparing themselves to the ubiquitous Joneses--you know, the people who always seem to be living better than you with their nice house, luxury car and trendy clothes. But here's something to consider: Many of the people you envy for their outward appearance of wealth are probably just as jammed up with debt as you are - or a paycheck away from being broke.

The findings from the poll were published in the July issue of the Journal of Personality and Social Psychology. The survey involved detailed questioning in 2005 and 2006 of 136,839 residents age 15 and older.

The study also shows how the United States compared with several countries on the happiness scale.

So have you measured your happiness by how much money you have, and if so, how's that working for you?

"Can Money Buy You Happiness?"

South Africa 2010- FIFA World Cup

2010-07-06T05:40:00.000-07:00

Sport is good, and competing in any sports under your country badge is yet superior and double the enormity if you have won a medal and brought a pride for your country.

But sport has it very own meaning these years after millennium, if you want to judge the sport during ancient Greek civilization; which is to halt the war from far arising and to unite every people of the world, very much indigenous ideas.

My Favorite team

What i have foreseen from now on, sports have a great interest among opportunists. It has by all meant created a wealth, not only for the players, but to the great venture of business deal.

Where great opportunity now comes with great deal of profits!

I have read somewhere in FIFA bulletin clearly mention that World Cup 2010 in South Africa has already dwarfing World Cup 2006 in Germany.

And what is this meaning?

It clearly understated that the increase of funds from Private Corporation with an exclusive agreement from rights to broadcast to the official complimentary items and everything from foods and beverages.

FIFA have Six Major Sponsors altogether and Three Innovative Sponsors for World Cup 2010. This summer’s World Cup in South Africa is estimated to make a record $3.34 billion.

My question is! What is the Return of Investment to South Africa states, apart from local tourism? From record breaking profits for World Cup 2010, how much will these benefits the people of South Africa?

Point to ponder!

Official Receipts

2010-07-03T23:41:00.000-07:00

It is official to me now that all ECB (European Central Bank) Staff are not allowed in any form of writing any reviews or comments or produce whatsoever publication in any media stream without the approval from ECB's council.

So, no more writing on economics of the world! i'll be devastated! but hopefully you guys are keen enough to get the ECB publication to read my words of art.

I am still a bloody academician deep in my heart, either i publish or i sagging myself for mere entertainment or attention on street.

I find myself walking in the street of Berlin or maybe Frankfurt again. I have already missed New York City. and i missed my darling husband so much!

La Fête du Canada!

2010-07-01T19:30:00.000-07:00

formerly Dominion Day ( Le Jour de la Confédération), is Canada’s national day, the federal holiday commemorating the July 1, 1867, enactment of the British North America Act (today called the Constitution Act, 1867), which united two British colonies and a province of the British Empire into a single country called Canada.

The birth of a Canadian national identity was a protracted and lengthy process! Indeed the Canadian Constitution was enacted formerly by Elizabeth II as Queen of Canada brought the act into effect with a proclamation she signed in Ottawa on April 17, 1982. The date Canada became fully independent from The United Kingdom in all legal aspects.

Culture, With a Splash of Cocktails

2010-06-28T20:03:00.000-07:00

I am back in NYC for the Sex and the City ala Desperate Housewife- but totally in GAY version! minus the White Gay Wedding Theme! ewwww

It is a mistake, darling if you see me as Carrie, cuzzz i am more Samantha Jones in real life

"BITE ME"

So! as much as i loved the summer here, i feel very much envious over looking the peoples gathering around in-front of the museum garden!

gee i was working like tomorrow never end for G8 and G20 submit, you guys are buzzing your butt hanging out for a piece of sun....wtf

Sophistication is the name of the game at Cocktails@Cooper-Hewitt, a weekly party in the museum's garden, the largest private green space in Manhattan.

Jazz is the preferred soundtrack, views are of Central Park, and this summer's parties are themed to the museum's ongoing National Design Triennial—"Why Design Now?"—open during the event. $15 per entrance.

Oh darling! don't be fool by the outer color of the museum, it is everything but posh and elegant from outside!

Let me introduce what inside the building really are?

awwwww, so cute!

thank you Richard Patterson, for nice pics

j'adore ! comme d'habituuuuude !

2010-06-21T04:27:00.000-07:00

Je me lève

Et je te bouscule

Tu n'te réveilles pas

Comme d'habitude

Sur toi

Je remonte le drap

J'ai peur que tu aies froid

Comme d'habitude

Ma main

Caresse tes cheveux

Presque malgré moi

Comme d'habitude

Mais toi

Tu me tournes le dos

Comme d'habitude

Alors

Je m'habille très vite

Je sors de la chambre

Comme d'habitude

Tout seul

Je bois mon café

Je suis en retard

Comme d'habitude

Sans bruit

Je quitte la maison

Tout est gris dehors

Comme d'habitude

J'ai froid

Je relève mon col

Comme d'habitude

Toute la journée

Je vais jouer

A faire semblant

Comme d'habitude

Je vais sourire

Comme d'habitude

Je vais même rire

Comme d'habitude

Enfin je vais vivre

Comme d'habitude

Et puis

Le jour s'en ira

Moi je reviendrai

Comme d'habitude

Toi

Tu seras sortie

Pas encore rentrée

Comme d'habitude

Tout seul

J'irai me coucher

Dans ce grand lit froid

Comme d'habitude

Mes larmes

Je les cacherai

Comme d'habitude

Mais comme d'habitude

Même la nuit

Je vais jouer

A faire semblant

Comme d'habitude

Tu rentreras

Comme d'habitude

Je t'attendrai

Comme d'habitude

Tu me souriras

Comme d'habitude

Tu te déshabilleras

Oui comme d'habitude

Tu te coucheras

Oui comme d'habitude

On s'embrassera

Comme d'habitude

On fera semblant

Comme d'habitude

On fera l'amour

Oui comme d'habitude

On fera semblant

Comme d'habitude

Can the USA and Europe cut their way to economic prosperity? Probably not.

2010-06-15T14:10:00.000-07:00

If British voters thought they had replaced the dour visage of Labour Prime Minister Gordon Brown with an optimistic one in fresh-faced Tory David Cameron, they were sadly mistaken.

On June 7, the new PM Cameron brought down the hammer, telling the British public that the most urgent issue ahead "is our massive deficit and our growing debt.

How we deal with these things will affect our economy and our society, indeed our whole way of life." With a deficit set to top 11 percent of gross domestic product this year, and a debt of $1.12 trillion and rising,

Cameron prescribed a harsh regimen of spending cuts and possible tax increases. Tony Blair's motto was "Cool Britannia." Cameron's is likely to be "Austerity Now!"

most developed economies responded to the global financial crisis in 2008 and '09 with stimulus: They increased government spending and cut taxes.

In slack times, the government needs to fill in for diminished private demand. But 2010 is shaping up to be a year of parsimony.

To win support for an international bailout, Greece enacted a tough package of budget cuts and tax increases.

Spain's left-wing government at the end of May slashed civil-servant pay by 5 percent and froze pensions—even though one in five Spaniards is out of work.

Recently, German Chancellor Angela Merkel unveiled a $144 billion package that would raise taxes on airline flights and cut defense spending and public works—and Germany's deficit is a manageable 5 percent of GDP.

We're not hearing that kind of rhetoric in the United States yet, but the new austerity has crossed the pond.

Even though unemployment remains at 9.7 percent, a proposed jobs bill out of concern for the deficit. President Obama recently called for federal agencies to identify cuts of up to 5 percent in 2012.

States and cities are slashing budgets and raising taxes! Paul Krugman has called "the pain caucus" is in the ascendancy.

Many, especially slow-growing, highly indebted countries in southern Europe see austerity as a way to avoid the fate of Greece. Others are reacting to fears of stimulus-induced inflation.

So, my simple piece of word would be " Lets avoid the WAR!"

People ain't learning anything that WAR will and never would brings any balanced in their social life. and i better stop here.

What Drives Consumers' Purchasing Behavior of Petrol Car Engine Oil?

2010-06-09T02:55:00.000-07:00

What Drives Consumers' Purchasing Behavior of Petrol Car Engine Oil?

In order to survive and also to stay ahead of the competition, clearer understanding of the current factors that influence the engine oil purchasing factors is necessary;

We have two main factors; marketing mix and consumer characteristics, does have a factors were tested to see if they were valid and had a correlation with the actual purchasing actions.

The Prominent factors influencing the purchasing behavior came out to be "Value for Money", "Level of Consumers" Direct Accessibility of Contact", "Adventurous" and "Social Acceptance".

All of these factors portrayed correlations with the actual engine oil purchasing behavior except for the "Value for Money" aspect.

In nutshell, at the end of the present study(2009) in United States of America:

1 - Value for money is NOT related to the actual purchasing action.

2- Consumers' direct accessibility or contact i positively related to the actual purchasing action.

3- Social acceptance is positively related to the actual purchasing action.

4- Adventurous character of consumer is positively related to the actual purchasing action.

Our National Debt...

2010-06-06T09:07:00.000-07:00

$13,050,826,460,886.97

That’s what the National Debt topped this week, a record.

Go ahead, let it soak in: Thirteen trillion, fifty billion, eight hundred twenty-six million, four hundred sixty thousand, eight hundred eighty-six dollars . . . and ninety-seven cents.

Seen on the “debt clock” in Times Square,My hubby Mr Steve are saying that number seems little more than an abstraction, something almost impossible to process.

But think about it this way: If you earned one dollar every second, it would take you 416,000 years to earn enough money to pay it off. Or consider: Alex Rodriguez earned $33 million last year, making him the highest paid player in baseball. It would take nearly 400,000 Rodriguezes to earn that much money.

But that’s what our children and grandchildren now owe.

Actually, that’s just part of the debt we have dumped on future generations. That’s because most of what the government owes isn’t on the official books.

No wonder the bond-rating firm Moody’s recently warned that the US government was at risk of losing its AAA credit rating.

This is not a partisan issue. When the bastard George W. Bush became president, the entire federal budget was $1.2 trillion. By the time he left office, it was $2.9 trillion, the biggest increase since World War II. A budget surplus in 2000 had become a $400 billion deficit at the end of Bush’s term.

But President Obama makes Bush look like a skinflint. He’s proposed a budget this year that would top $3.8 trillion.

His signature initiative so far is a new health care entitlement, which will add hundreds of billions to the federal deficit over the next 10 years, and trillions more beyond that

Congress doesn’t seem to care, treating debt as an abstraction, monopoly money, someone else’s problem. Let them deal with what happens when the US becomes Greece. Except that day may be sooner than they think.

There is no way to tax our way out of this mess. Just keeping up with currently projected spending would require raising both the corporate tax rate and top income tax rate from their current 35% to 88%, the current 25% tax rate for middle-income workers to 63%, and the 10% tax bracket for low-income workers to 25%.

And that’s just at the federal level. State and local taxes would be added on top of that.

Does anyone really believe that our economy can survive that kind of taxation?

If Democrats and Republicans continue to spend like drunken sailors, it won’t really matter who pays the bar bill.

Whether government borrows the money or raises it in taxes, every dollar that government spends is a dollar siphoned off from American workers, making us less productive, less prosperous and less free.

Sooner or later, someone is going to have to have the courage to say “No.”

The Booty Comes to Me

2010-06-04T19:57:00.000-07:00

IT has comes to me! lalalala

I know lots of secret! heheheheh (with devilish smile)

Does everybody knows? before 9/11 tragedy, the state of economy of USA is no more dominated by Jews Corporation/Individual.

It was lead by the Middle East Financial House. ( YES YES, i have the reports in front of me, now) and the same situation occurs in EU too.

The Oils Economic Factor, i called it. and How is the state of investment after 9/11?

Never better...hahahahah!

The Domino power does not make an investment from Middle East smaller!

So, if we thoughts that Western Economics Fortune are growing on its own! you are so wrong!

Will Great Britain survive after few European Union Countries collapses?

How many Corporation in London Stock Exchange owned by Foreign Entity?

Tell me Sir! what is the current state of spending of Great Britain?

Will the Queen of England @ the Royal Family willingly by all meant selling their Crown Jewel to bailout this beloved country?

Call me NASTY BUGGER! but if the state of Economics of Great Britain is not moving in the next 6 month! disaster will that be!

As we (Group of Economists) have presented in our report to EU. Why EU must stand United in their decisions to save @ bailout the PIGS (Portugal, Italy/Iceland, Greece & Spain) ?

Simply to have to secured the Domino's effects from spreading the entire Europe, 1. 2nd would be to secure the continuous investment from Foreign states! and last is to reinstate the Euro.

Euro might need to be block or put to one value in the next seasons only IF they should know the reasons!

What with Open Market when you are not sure what should be open and what should not be open.

Like i always said " World are Dominated by STUPID PEOPLE" who very much likely to "SWEEP ALL THE PROBLEM UNDER THE CARPET". and

before you notice it! These has already turns to BAD, STINKY, ROTTEN ASSHOLE that non ANTI-AGING CREAM SOLUTION would do any good to em!

Just like MJ's. I do pity him btw....

Happy 1st Anniversary Ancora Imparo

2010-06-02T11:00:00.000-07:00

When i first started this very blog:

- Simply to tell the whole world that I am having a commitment with a guy name Mr Steve.

- In addition to my life with Mr Steve is a daughter, by adoption.

- Screaming myself out for dissatisfaction working as a Professor in Graduate School in Columbia University in New York and UN University. I love the work but not the bureaucracy or worst internal politics.

- Sharing is for caring. But not sharing my husband.

- Making friends through out the world.

- Life achievement. Not sure if i have reach that self actualization according to Maslow's Hierarchy of Life.

- I 'm now understand that Great Knowledge come with Big Responsibility.lol

- I would continue writing all the nonsensical issues, please read...

and Thank You for being a great reader, friends, partner sad or happy, Counselor and every bit of important things in my life in particular and Mr Steve and me in general.

To Where You Are

2010-05-27T18:46:00.000-07:00

Who can say for certain

Maybe you�re still here

I feel you all around me

Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness

I can hear you speak

You�re still an inspiration

Can it be (? )

That you are mine

Forever love

And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are

Beyond the distant star

I wish upon tonight

To see you smile

If only for awhile to know you�re there

A breath away�s not far

To where you are

Are you gently sleeping

Here inside my dream

And isn�t faith believing

All power can�t be seen

As my heart holds you

Just one beat away

I cherish all you gave me everyday

�cause you are mine

Forever love

Watching me from up above

And I believe

That angels breathe

And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up

To where you are

Beyond the distant star

I wish upon tonight

To see you smile

If only for awhile

To know you�re there

A breath away�s not far

To where you are

I know you�re there

A breath away�s not far

To where you are

South of France - Galore Weekend

2010-05-22T23:42:00.000-07:00

I feel dizzy,

I feel sunny

I feel fizzy and funny and fine,

And so pretty,

Miss America can just resign!

La la la la la...

WOW! such an opening remarks!

Yes, we are in Toulouse, France. But not for a party! I've got meeting with several diplomats from various country.

Too boring to tell tales about the meeting! the best part is We (oui, Steve, Little one and me) drove direct to South of France, right after the meeting. I am not staying for the Dinner Party that night.

Oh oui Madame!

South of France is known for their NUDE Bitches! awwwww

If you want to not only be able to sunbathe in the naked, but also be able to spend your whole day in the buff- shopping naked, eating naked, even buying your baguette naked.

Cap d'Agde

is the place!

(betul cik kiah! minum bola, makan bola, tidur bola, semua jenis bola ko nampak noqs!)

Translation for international readers:

Drinks cock, eat cock, sleep cock and all sorta cock!)

Complete with its own doctors, banks, shopping and dining for the nudists.

and that certainly reminisce me during my study in United Kingdoms!

We have Nudists Village (betul tak CLEO LEE AL pattah)

and

TESCO is open for Nudists after midnight! awwwwww

(you should give a try NIK the GREEK)

hah! IZUAN! a friendly reminder

DON'T ever try this at HOME...

To answer all doubts

YES! We are little bit NUDISTS couple here!

We are very cool with that!

and

We have our friend who is a Norwegian lad

(our Toy Boy@ fuck buddy @ whatever you want to call him)

who is joining us! awwwwwww

and for now! some naughty pictures from here

Cap d'Agde

Enjoy

(lol! sorry darling, not our pictures! you wish! bleak)

click the image for bigger image!

and the best from all the best is

Very very clean indeed!

I don't mind giving him a fresh clean from my tongue!

with your permission darling!

Oo La la!

I loves working in Europe County so far!

awwwwwwwwwwwwww

Where i am......

2010-05-19T20:19:00.001-07:00

Very good morning from Brussels.

It has come to my understanding that US Senate votes to continue debating a bill that would overhaul financial regulations, dealing a setback to Democratic leaders, who wanted to move towards a final vote on the legislation.

The motion to end debate fell three votes short of the two-thirds majority required.

On the other hand Germany has taken up the next control measure by ban in "naked" short-selling. Where speculators sell assets they do not own, in the country's top banks, eurozone government bonds and credit protection on those bonds.

If only United States of America (during bastard bush's administration) would realize ages before economics turmoil, we could be save under the jacket!

Yes! i am now stand on my two feet with a gun's fully loaded. Back on working with European Central Bank (ECB). I' m in the Committee put for G20 meeting next month, focus on the Investment terms for the whole bailout systems to save Euro.

Too many people to meet and remember! apart from working under urgent atmosphere, it look like everybody knew me out of blue and time is the essence and future lies in-front.

In your honor...

2010-05-18T22:22:00.001-07:00

The day i left New York City....

New York City Celebrates Columbia's 2010 Graduates

On May 18, New York City pays a special tribute to 2010 to Columbia University graduates by lighting the Empire State Building in Columbia blue.

Watch the skies for the tribute and welcome more than 12,000 of our newest alumni.

Best wishes to my Postgraduate Students (wherever you are right now!).

The Economic point of view.

2010-05-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

The author has taught me Economics during M.A Econ.

Can you have a common monetary policy and currency without a common government?

Euro was a good idea initially from an economic point of view, but that the forces behind it had been political, and the project had been caught between countries’ desire to remain independent and having to give up some of their sovereignty.

“I think Europe’s going to have to decide in the end whether to get more integrated or to get less integrated, in which case the euro is the question.”

According to White House economic advisor Paul Volcker said Thursday that the lesson of Europe’s current woes is that the euro zone will have to integrate to a greater or lesser degree than its present state.

It wasn't his place to tell Europe what to do, but he said it was a big issue.

Talking on what measurement has been taken up by European Union (EU),

EU finance ministers and the International Monetary Fund agreed Monday to commit 750 billion euros to support euro-zone governments that have difficulty borrowing in the international bond markets,

while the European Central Bank (ECB) began to buy euro-zone government bonds in an effort to bring down borrowing costs. The unprecedented package of measures responded to concerns that strains linked to the Greek debt crisis could spread.

This my darling, will definitely put the countries like Portugal, Italy/ Iceland, Greece, Spain (PIGS) on fire. I am not sure how people will react, a Government with EU Financial Controllers sitting in every Board of Executive of Ministries department, higher or new improvement on Taxes and Excess Duties, and on top of it, is the decision power exhale by the Prime Minister of the country has now gone with the wind.

As an Economist, i believe that any Government should protect all their citizens, by hook or by crook! so taking an easy step in every departments would create a harmonious environment rather than acrimonious.

Surely, i need a public policy personnel to help me on this matter. A well known exemplary among their peers. A wise men as a leader and doers not the sweet talker.

During my years of service as Economic Planner in Middle East country, I have exhale by acts upon exemplary. Showing mercy to all levels of people and trustworthy.

Pray for me-self, i am taking up the one year contract with ECB and EU's and IMF and God, to be able to fixed some mistakes and leave this very world with dignity. My closest friends said "i am nuts and would ended nowhere with many problems".

Steve's is very supportive and he'd always be with me, come rain or come shine.

Would love to give a try.....by God's willing.

Review : Robin Hood 2010.

2010-05-12T18:22:00.000-07:00

Shoot me at me heart! awwww

Well done, well done! I must say that it is nothing wrong with the bragging or being snobbish about, when the film you have said is slightly ever better or totally utterly different than compare with another version which are previously makes.

In this modern era of classical hero throughout history, I must say that the Robin Hood 2010 have not only mesmerize me with the line of the so very fines actors and actresses (salute to Cate Blanchett and Russell Crow) but with highly acclaimed linguistics of the kind (i am indeed happy with the features of Scottish, Welsh, Noble and Palaces English and not to mention French), planned and plotted well, rather not to tell tales of the old folks, and how the King @ Government can be very much greed over their power and fortunes. (more like today Governments)

I admit, we don’t look to movies for history lessons. But given that this is Ridley Scott, you’d expect at least a few rousing action scenes and some intelligent battle sequences instead of the namby-pamby CGI offerings on hand here.(example: clash of the titan)

And though it goes without saying that when the legend becomes fact, you film the legend, this time waster is neither. Maybe I’m just bummed out because one of the first books I remember reading with delight was Howard Pyle’s 1883 collection of The Merry Adventures of Robin Hood. Here, there isn’t even a single suit of Lincoln green.

Overall rating : 8 out of 10.

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-11T21:14:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday we're in Rochester, the Central City of New York (by airplane! sorry) to celebrate a Happy Mother's Day with Steve's Mom.

Yeah, She live there (thanks god....Steve's word, mark me people, it is Steve's word). She is a wonderful lady, for me.

So we have plan for cup cakes party at her house, and spend the entire afternoon at spa. So girlish celebration. But we all need it thou. hehehehe!

and later on that day all of us (including Steve's big bro and her fiance) went for dinner reception at the Taste of India Rochester - The fines South Indian cuisine restaurant.

Before i could snap the picture of the dishes we ordered , it has been viciously eaten by all of us! hahahahahah

May is National Foster Care

2010-05-08T04:02:00.000-07:00

Each May, we salute the compassionate people who make a different by serving as foster parents, relative caregivers, mentors, advocates, social workers, and volunteers. Thanks to these unsung heroes, many formerly abused or neglected children and teens will safely reunite with their parents, be cared for by relatives, or be adopted by loving families.

But some children in foster care are less fortunate.

Most communities across the country are urgently seeking more everyday people to help these youth overcome their troubled childhoods and realize their full potential. No matter what their age, every young person in foster care benefits from a meaningful connection to a caring adult who becomes a supportive and lasting presence in his or her life.

The fact sheet.

Currently, 463,000 children in the United States are in foster care because their own families are in crisis and unable to provide for their essential well-being. Many children in care are unable to return home safely because their parents lack access to services that could help strengthen families

The need.

No matter their age, all youth in foster care need a meaningful connection to at least one caring adult who becomes a supportive and lasting presence in their lives. Without families or stable relationships, too many of these formerly neglected and/or abused children and teens will end up facing life’s challenges all alone.

The consequences.

Research shows that young people who age out of foster care are far more likely than their peers in the general population to endure homelessness, poverty, compromised health, insufficient education, unemployment, incarceration, early pregnancy and parenthood.

The call for action.

No matter how much time you have to give, you have the power to do something positive that will CHANGE A LIFETIME for a young person in foster care.

How much would a Greek devaluation help?

2010-05-07T04:17:00.000-07:00

Many commentators now believe that Greece will end up restructuring its debt — rather a harsh way for partial rejection or refusal. I agree. But the reasoning seems to stop there, which is wrong. In effect, the consensus that Greece will end up defaulting is probably too optimistic. I’m growing increasingly convinced that Greece will end up leaving the euro, too.

I’ve basically laid out the logic here: even with a debt restructuring, Greece will be in deep trouble, forced to engage in severe austerity(government spending) — and provoke a deep slump — just to close the primary, non-interest deficit.(Gosh!)

The only thing that could reduce that need for austerity would be something that helped the economy expand. This would reduce the economic pain; it would also increase revenues, reducing the needed amount of fiscal austerity.

But the only route to economic expansion is higher exports — which can only be achieved if Greek costs and prices fall sharply relative to the rest of Europe.

If Greece were a highly cohesive society with collective wage-setting, a sort of Austria, it might be possible to do this via a collectively agreed reduction in wages across the board –an “internal devaluation.” But as today’s grim events show, it isn’t.

The alternative is a devaluation — which means leaving the euro.

Any announcement of plans to leave the euro would, as Eichengreen my friend from University of California, Berkeley points out, trigger disastrous bank runs. By the same token, any suggestion by outside players, like the ECB (European Central Bank), that the option exists would amount to invoking a speculative attack on Greek banks, and therefore can’t be made. The whole thing is effectively undiscussable.

But that doesn’t mean it can’t happen. Greece is already starting to look like Argentina 2001.

Again, this isn’t an alternative to debt restructuring; it’s what might be needed in addition to debt restructuring to make the fiscal adjustment possible.

I hope that somewhere, deep in the bowels of the ECB and the Greek Ministry of Finance, people are thinking about the unthinkable. Because this awful outcome is starting to look better than the alternatives.

Spoils Me, pampers me!

2010-05-05T20:26:00.001-07:00

I am married to a successful man, who pampers and spoils me. I want for nothing.

I utterly adore my husband, and give myself to him completely, body and soul. I belong to him, and am his to do with as he pleases. I deny him nothing and would do anything he desires.

It pleases him to pamper me and spoil me, and I am the grateful recipient of his love. I never take him for granted and I would be in a panic if I ever thought I had disappointed him or let him down even the slightest, and would be frantic to regain his approval, miserable until I had reassurance that he had forgiven me.

I know just how pampered and spoiled I am, and I fully aware of my privileged status. I share as much of it as I can with my friends and neighbors, opening up my life to them and inviting them to take part in my rich rewards, entertaining them and sharing our home, our boat, our lifestyle with them as much as we can.We live our American's dreams.

I used to think that I was unaffected by being pampered and spoiled, but I no longer believe that. I am his pampered, spoiled pet, and I have lost touch with that simple boy who once was me. I know that I have changed and can never go back to my humble roots. It would be cultural shock for me now.

Is your boyfriend really in love with you?

2010-04-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

Is Your Men aka Boyfriend aka Husband Really In Love With You?

But then, how do you know if your boy love . . . your boyfriend's love . . . is true love?

No doubt, there is an avalanche of information on how to tell if your man's love is true love.

But honestly, many of those love sites are filled with nothing but theory.

I prefer to be realistic.

We're talking about your future here, you know. Anything short of realistic, down-to-earth practicable and doable approach is useless.

Enough of the grammar.

So, how do you tell if your boy love is genuine?

Hey, wait.

Has he really told you he loves you?

That is a good starting point.

Why?

Well, many boys think the man they're dating, their boyfriend, is in love with them without actually asking him. There have been cases when a boy tells a boy he has been going out with for months, "I didn't say I love you. I simply said I like you?"

So the guy leaves and the boy is heart broken.

But wait a minute. Is there any difference between 'likeness' and love? Is "I love you" the same thing as "I like you"?

Likeness is different from love.

When a man likes you it means he enjoys being with you because, perhaps, you have some things in common and he likes your carriage or approach to issues.

He likes the way you walk. He likes the way you smile. He likes the way you deal with people. He likes the fact that you're smart and intelligent.

But does he love you? Maybe, maybe not.

Why so?

Well, love is a deeper feeling. Love is deeper than likeness.

When your boyfriend loves you, he spends more time with you. He's anxious to be with you. He wants to spend his life with you. He feels guilty if he's with someone else. He's willing to sacrifice everything for you. His heart belongs to you.

Your boy love, your boyfriend love, is for you and you alone if he wants to spend his life with you despite your weaknesses or shortcomings.

A man who recognizes your weaknesses and decides to live with them loves you.

Question: How do you know your boy love is for you? How do you know your boyfriend loves you?

Answer: Ask him this simple question. "Do you love me?"

Let him say it. Do not assume your boy love is for you because he has been your boyfriend for four years or more.

Question: Why should you care that your boyfriend loves you or not?

Answer: Because love is the very essence of having a relationship.

Question: So how do you know your boyfriend loves you?

Answer: Test him.(you figure it out! ok)

Do not stake your life with a man unless you're absolutely sure he's your ideal man. Be absolutely sure he loves you. Be absolutely sure this boy love is for you and you alone.

Love is a natural thing. Opposites attract each other.

However, before you commit everything you've got to your boyfriend, make sure the boy love is genuine. Make sure he truly loves you.

p/s Another important thing to remember is that all men love oral sex. So What?

Resolving an Ethical Dilemma: A Perspective.

2010-04-29T07:31:00.000-07:00

Over the past few entries in this month of April, I've been very fortunate to have had sharing with you my thoughts and ideas on the subject of ECONOMICS. Now I would like to shift from Economics dilemma to ethical dilemma.

We can't just sit back and watch everything fall into place. If determinism allows us to escape the anxiety of responsibility for our actions, it still does not allow us to escape the anxiety of having to be ethical. Socrates, the ancient Greek philosopher who spent his days walking around the Athenian marketplace making a pest of himself by challenging people to think about how they lived their lives.

As Socrates explained it, he believed that his mission was to ask his fellow citizens, "Are you not ashamed of your eagerness to possess as much wealth, reputation and honors as possible, while you do not care for nor give thought to wisdom and truth, or the best possible state of your soul?"

Believing that "the most important thing is not life, but the good life," Socrates died rather than use unscrupulous ways to avoid being executed on trumped-up charges.

So you’ve got an ethical dilemma on your hands. How do you figure out what to do?

Generally speaking, there are two major approaches that philosophers use in handling ethical dilemmas. One approach focuses on the practical consequences of what we do; the other concentrates on the actions themselves.

The first school of thought basically argues "no harm, no foul"; the second claims that some actions are simply wrong. Thinkers have debated the relative merits of these approaches for centuries, but for the purpose of getting help with handling ethical dilemmas, think of them as complementary strategies for analyzing and resolving problems.

(By the way, we’re going to assume that if there are any laws involved, you plan to obey them. This isn’t to say that it’s always morally wrong to break laws).

First, Analyze The Consequences.

It’s probably easier to start by looking at the consequences of the actions you’re considering. Assume you have a variety of options. Consider the range of both positive and negative consequences connected with each one. Ask yourself...
Who will be helped by what you do? Who will be hurt? What kind of benefits and harms are we talking about?
After looking at all of your options, which one produces the best mix of benefits over harms?

Second, Analyze The Actions

Now consider all of your options from a completely different perspective. Don’t think about the consequences. Concentrate instead strictly on the actions.
How do they measure up against moral principles like honesty, fairness, equality, respecting the dignity of others, respecting people' s rights, and recognizing the vulnerability of individuals weaker or less fortunate than others?
Do any of the actions that you' re considering "cross the line."

Third, Make A Decision

And now, take both parts of your analysis into account and make a decision.

This should give you at least some basic steps you can follow.
Good Luck...

Economic Stimulus is shifting us from an "economic crisis" to a debt crisis.

2010-04-27T01:59:00.000-07:00

let me tell you a secret....

Sen. Ted Kaufman (D-Del.) was virtually unknown until a few months ago. But the debate on financial regulatory reform has turned Kaufman, an appointed senator, into a liberal hero as he seeks to break up the largest banks in the country.

Under his proposal, no bank could hold more than 10 percent of the nation's total deposits, and banks could have liabilities up to only 2 percent of the nation's gross domestic product. Such provisions, he says, would force banks such as Bank of America to shrink.

Come on! Does poor and average American's are so dumb! to notice that. They are not! thou.

The bailout itself has cost billion of dollar from the tax money, our money!

As of 1 April 2010, the Treasury Department spent so far this year $202 Billion of your money on interest payments to the holders of the National Debt. Compare that to NASA at $19 Billion, Education at $53 Billion, and Department of Transportation at $73 Billion.

And here is a great example of Government efficiency in operating a project. And one more. It's going to be much worse this year!

When you buy something, all the companies involved in producing that something and delivering it, were charged a wide range of taxes, and it's part of the cost of everything you buy. The U. S. Leadership is planning to raise all corporate taxes. The price of everything you buy will go up to cover that tax cost increase. You will be paying those corporate taxes!

The "Economic Stimulus" is shifting us from an "economic crisis" to a debt crisis!

Your money is safe in a bank because the bank is able to hire qualified bankers. Don't punish them! Banks DO NOT PAY FEES, ever!!! FEES are cost of business included in price of product; customers pay them.

Business needs stimulation. How to do it? TAX RELIEF! Did the "Jobs Summit" figure this out? NO! Current Congressional actions are impacting the budget in many hidden ways. Even at the State level.

Foreclosure? Short Sale? When a bank accepts less than the original loan value, bail-out money from your pocket pays for someone elses loan!

They all have created a time bomb! as for today,Republicans voted unanimously to block an effort to overhaul financial regulations from reaching the Senate floor, pledging to hold out for significant changes to the bill even as they acknowledged the political risk of appearing to obstruct a popular cause.

Yeah! Thank you for making normal people life chokes and eat our own scum

I give you some figure...

The National Debt is $12.8 Trillion!