"Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Food of Thoughts


I remember my Mom told me long ago, before she perish!

Watch your thoughts, for they become words. Watch your words, for they become actions. (and the rest...bla2)

For I have a major concern with my food intake. I was ever since a Vegetarian since year 2004. After I have graduated with PhD and heart problem.duh! (getting better nowadays)

and i am ardent to Almond, baked Almond is my favorite, with honey! yum yum yum! (No salt Please)

I have them for my hubby and my little one as well! FORCE em rather! hehehehe

So eat more Almond dearest reader, it cuts your cholesterol, good for your arteries and sexual too!

I have these baked yesterday! for my dear hubby

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Good Offer ++ Bad ?

Last week, I was offered a double position in Federal Reserve, imagine double position or dual job description. I say i will think about it, i personally have a bad feeling that people in the Administration of Federal Reserve (or USA in general) are not yet ready with GAY thing or GAY Leadership! Too bad.

Another job offer came from my working visit to Singapore, high rank position, CED (Chief Executive Director), and i say NO, simple and easy, with no reasons whatsoever. Being gay and openly married with a guy is not a plus point if you are working in Asia Country. duh!

So i am gonna stay with ECB for some reasons (Not only for good dough the pay me!).My mere perception (correct me if i am wrong) European Union (EU) are more acceptive to our kind; and people judge you based on your quality that you may produce, despite your Religions, Belief, Language, Race, Skin Color and Sexual Preferences.

I have known many fellow Americans whom holding PR in EU countries. They stay put for the same reasons, The Quality Living!

For this current time, my workload has been lowered down so i could have focus on my Dear Hubby in Berlin. I was given a permission to work from Berlin until my Dear Hubby is fit enough! after his chemotherapy and stem cell operations. I am blessed for such understanding i have had from my Directors.

The little one is gonna stay with her Grandma for time being, i cannot juggle with my work and my dear hubby and a daughter. I will be totally stress out!

So here i am! this is what i am looking at and working with...


Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Nasty Joke


Welcome back for myself to Berlin! I've got me two days off. Yippee!

And I would like to share one nasty joke with you guys.....



Overheard at the grocery store:
Young woman (to her mobile, suddenly, loudly, laughing): Girl, we fucked allllll night! I had to shit and he wouldn't stop!

Mother (with 13-year-old amused son): Young lady, there are children present!

Young woman (angrily): Fuck your child!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Friday, January 14, 2011

Singapore & Malaysia visit

I was in Singapore for the last two days. Working visit with the Banks and Today I am flying to Kuala Lumpur, for another two days working visit, starting tomorrow.

I've got plenty of time to go around the city center, was raining in the afternoon and sunny after.

Planning to jog around the klcc park later and visit my parents today.

Steve D was doing good with his food, he is off with the drip and transfered to normal ward for now.

Ummmmm, this is so call life! may unexpected events....i am blessed.


Monday, January 10, 2011

Under-classified EGO-TITANIC@Dystonic ...WTF

The killer (so called model) is a clear case of ego-dystonic, he as gay feelings and acts but he doesn't accept that fact. HOW?
The murdered journalist was social critic who made a lot of enemies here in Portugal among "socialites".
SICKO: Renato Seabra, 20, allegedly admitted to cops that he exclaimed, 'I'm not gay anymore!' and then beat, tortured and killed 65-year-old Portuguese journalist Carlos Castro in a Times Square hotel room.
ummmm! cute & psycho another epic similar to Versace!
Read more: http://www.nypost.com/p/news/local/manhattan/gay_slay_torture_with_corkscrew_bHKNsTYhYrO7wArvWJRN0O#ixzz1AdpDyzoJ

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Work Work Work


Yeah! Welcome back office, plenty of stuff to do.

anddddd i am travelling to Singapore and Malaysia next Tuesday for a week meeting. With little baby i nurture-The South East Asian Central Banks.

Meeting up with different people is not a problem for me, but meeting up with difficult people always drives me crazy. It reminds me that, I am non-nonsense and non-political and i don't mind slaughter these Diva's @ Divo's during meeting.

I am not in the mood btw, Hubby is not doing very good with his chemotherapy, and leaving him alone in Berlin doing his Stem Cell was quite absurd but Steve insisted that i continue with my doing.

Mom's gonna replace me for a while. Thanks God!

HELP ME GOD! I PRAY EVERYDAY FOR A MIRACLE, WE NEVER ABANDON YOU...