"Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

Friday, October 12, 2012

I was in Tromsø , Norway (pronounce as Trum So) last month of September. Its the ninth largest city in Norway. I cannot tales tell on why I was there, mostly on work issues.

Would like to share some jokes about Tromsø

This is Tromsø at 10PM

 Midnight in Tromsø 

Tromsø at 4am (early morning)

 and Tromsø at 6am

OK! so tell me when do they sleep?????? or when do I sleep????????

hahah such madness!

My darling hubby is doing well, thank God, the cancer cells are still active, so more treatment.
Its 2 years now since he was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, up and down with his health.
and me
I have been a Good old boy in this 2 years!!! 
told this to my colleague, and they are shock!! so they ask me (hell ya Bitch!! I should be next in Clove Cover Magazine!! duh)
Q: How can a Gay Couple get stand together so long with NO sex involves?
A: I say you can bitch if you want to. 
Q: How to you get yourself relief?
There are plenty of devices Bitch! ain't your mama told you, you gotta shop around! hahaha
Q: Do you still with your hubby?
A:Hello!!! I am, I bath him every morning (not if I am out of town).

I rarely gossip with my staffs, but I keep it open with Q and A every new month!!! haha
The really shocking Question I ever come across is
(from an old lady cleaner, oh pity her, she's nice btw)
Q: how do you gays have sex?
A: Like any other heteros, find any available holes!!!WAKAKAKA
Q: How do you know to BLOWJOB so well?
A: We men having the same tool as other men, so we know how to pleasure one cock to many (ways) lol

Thank you for words of encouragement, appreciate it very much! 



Saturday, August 11, 2012

LALA Land

Since we are here in LALA Land (Los Angeles) just little update here and there:

Steve is undergoing treatment at the Hyperthermia Cancer Treatment, LA. new alternative n advance cancer treatment. Not that kind of Chemo that made your hair lose.

He is not very optimistic btw, but the treatment is something to cheer him up...
Finger cross darling, you will be ok.

LALA land is so not like the last 8 years ago when i first encounter the place. Pasadena is total change, I used to stay there and drive all the way to IBM research center located in Northeast region near NY Dr, just next to the Eaton Canyon Park.

We are planning to drive up to San Francisco, if darling hubby condition permit us, through the long road of the Pacific coastal roadside, We did that before and we would love to do it again. Its His wish!!

gosh! thing is... I am not a designated driver, worst one! very2 aunty! hehe
I just need to get a refresher course on driving! here in LA. or worst still, I will hired a chauffeur to drive us all the way to San Francisco. :-)

The best part is, the fasting month here in LA is not that bad thou! compare when we were in Norway. We have The Sahur (morgan breakfast) at 4am and breaking fast time about 7:35pm!

be going back to NYC for Eid il Fitri!

Sunday, June 24, 2012

life in the middle of 2012

Hello bloggers!

long time no update! either I must be very lazy or nuts or what so everrrrrrrrrr!

the thing is

No 1. I a preparing myself for :-
:- changing job by end of 2012, muahahaha lets go back to University and Teach
PS. You guys can always meet at Columbia Uni in NY during Fall's intake

:- hubby's getting worst, so he said I might lost him, I say OK! as long as you
died as Muslim you were! I make sure I build a Mosques/school in many places
on this earth on your behalf. and feed the entire African or wherever.

:- not to get emo or crazy!

No 2. I have done plenty simulation on economics of the world, tell you it works just
fine (ratio of 70% : 30%), the buttttttttt thing is
unless you have some crazy nut head leading the country! ops I cant bloody help
So save up and live where natural resources are available, and people are nice
plenty of land for plantation (yeah i should visit Brazil or Australia)
oh and dont depend too much on petrol (we will see the 2014/15 disasters)
we have sun, wind and water still. Invest in these new power!

right now let me tell you! I really felt like an old chicken! no sex, desire, eating disorder,bla bla bla but thanks I have God to rely on!

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Sorry for not posting any news! and sorry this time it is in Deutsch

Ich weiß nicht, was ich dazu sagen soll. Obwohl mir heute derart ... nennen wir es mal ... "unkonventionelle" Vorstellungen von der Durchführung des Projektes zu Ohren gekommen sind, wie ich sie wirklich noch nie zuvor gehört hatte, kommt es mir vor, als wäre alles schon mal da gewesen. Ich mag nicht mehr. Motivation fühlt sich anders an.

Zur Belohnung für meine Geduld alles habe ich mir eine Fototasche gekauft. Und ein Buch. Ich würde auch sofort anfangen zu lesen, wenn nicht die Gefahr bestünde, dass mir nach zwei Zeilen die Augen zufallen.

Steve tut gut mit seinem teuren Behandlungen, die nur darauf warten für den Tag kann er verdammt Sex mit mir früher. Ich fühle mich schon wie eine Jungfrau Maria! lol