"Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Le regret

Je suis très épuisé dernièrement,
Et j'ai la tendance de laisser tomber ma colère. D'une manière ou d'une autre, mon personnel savait quant à mon tempérament et prêt avec mon moment d'ignition.

Plutôt déçu mais c'est moi.
Est-ce que je suis fatigué ?
Je ne suis pas déprimé de l'argent!
Suis-je contrarié avec mon mariage ?
Je ne suis pas, j'ai la promesse moi-même pour aimer steve et être toujours avec lui.

Je cherche à Cher Dieu, Oh Pourquoi Sont je cultivant lugubres.
Sont je pour réprimander pour mes péchés! Peut-être! Mais Dieu ne se débarrasse jamais de nous. Et je le crois ainsi.

J'ai besoin d'un jour férié pour dont nous avons besoin!


au revoir

Monday, April 4, 2011

Here and There


Happy Spring time dearest reader...

Was long since I writes anything here in my blog, Was terribly busy with my hubby, my little daughter and my carrier!

Ok, one will always care about their carrier if one get bloody paid for 2xK Euro a month! llalala...tell me readers, will you do exactly the same????

My bloody jobs get really tough before and after the EU meeting! Its SUCK. I am to head TWO different section and at the same time monitoring another agency place far beyond the ECB associate. WTF

But I am very happy working from the back-end, unlike my director, he is require to broadcast everyday.... huhuhu not me! My last episode with CNN is gonna be the first and the last ever interview and broadcasting matter I will do in my entire carrier.

On the other issue, hubby is recovering and for now on-going his 2nd cancer treatment, very advanced chemotherapy related to magnetic energy (I am not sure what it is) but slightly better! I saw my favourite singer, Aretha Franklin here at the same hospital in Berlin undergo the same treatment with my hubby! today....

Don't ask me how I juggle my life with 3 important stuff that very dearly to me! I just do it. hopping that I be able to keep myself cool and under pressure!