"Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

How to work?



How am i going to office when snows are covering up the road?

Had a better thing to do actually! taking care of my husband who is diagnose with Pancreas Cancer!

The doctors are positive about chances for him to recover since it was detected at early stage. But i am not happy with the treatment he gonna dealt with! chemotherapy.

i have no choices but to go with that, for me to sign the paper was the tougher job ever!

I am looking for immune therapy such as stems cell and any other alternative to make my hubby recover from chemotherapy in ease and safest ever and i have found that for him, this product name by 4LIFE (google it)

He is very positive all this while, i think i might get my blood pressure back very soon. but i keep my aspirin and vegetarian diet tight!

I need to be strong and never i complain all this while. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving

I am not in a mood for this year Thanksgiving.

The First reasons is my hubby@ Steve was not in a good health, he was diagnosed for Stomach Cancer, and what depressed me the most is, the doctor here not be able to inform me the status. WTF... HELLO.....this is a living creature, my husband that you are dealing with!

With all the technologies! can any of you tell me what are the status?, can it be cure or not?, prescribe medications and whatsoever.

Yesterday, I lost my temper! and i started to be hysteric. I can't deal with no answer!

Please God, Help Me. I know we have done so much sins, but it between us two and you, God.

I am now trying to get the second and the third opinions from the specialists in John Hopkins and London Medical School Professor.

I am reaching as far as Republic of China for the lists of herbs specialists.

I can't deal my life without him. That is one of the most scary thoughts after all the scariest possible things in the world I could think for!

I am taking off my duties for 3 weeks, after the Republic of Ireland settlement.

I have promised that we will be together during good time and bad time
Always!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Our Way - Norwegian Way


I seem to spend most of the winter travelling around Northern Europe. So constantly back and forth from Head Office in Bruxelles and our home in Kristiansund, Norway by airplane!

I never regret for doing a bit of travelling (about 1 hour plus by airplane- one way) twice everyday, as long as i am with my lovely Steve!

You guys might wondering why Kristiansund, Norway? Steve was assigned here for his latest project. and being a good house wife i am, i could not bear to be distance away from him, it breaks my heart and not to mention little Sophie as well.

It always surprise me how little daughter of us be able to stay calm and get along with travelling around. First Berlin, Germany then Kristiansund, Norway.

Language is not a barrier at all in here, people are so warm and helpful. I have a good neighbor next door. I kinda fancy Scandinavian foods (mostly seafood) and design.

Today we had minus 10 Celsius. Long John in and socks and earplug as well. The popular hot drink here is called Glogg. Basically you need to cook it with spices like cinnamon, clove and lemon zest. Learn this from my neighbor.

I did a Norwegian rice pudding yesterday called riskrem with red sauce @ raspberry source.


here is the recipes

3 cups whipping cream
3 tablespoons sugar
1 tablespoon vanilla extract
5 cups cold rice pudding

Whip cream, sugar and vanilla until creamy and stir into porridge.

Red sauce bag (raspberry)
1 cup raspberry jam

Happy Thanksgiving to all Americans!

Monday, November 8, 2010

It's the economy and we're not dumb!


Despite the despicable election ads from partisan red and blue politicians, we, the voters, know what is important. It is not who is or isn't a witch that matters. It is the economy.

Even people who have not lost their jobs are worried about making their mortgage or rent payments. A recent poll shows concerns about housing payments have spiked since 2008 despite some economic improvements.

Fifty-three percent survey respondents said they are "very concerned" or "somewhat concerned" about having the money to make their housing payments. Worries are more intense among those with lower income and among African Americans.

And why are people still so worried? The answer, for a lot of people, is jobs, or lack thereof.

The unemployment rate is still very, very high.

So if you think of it as being about the odds of someone losing their job and not being able to find another, there is a reason to be concerned about not being able to make mortgage payments and lost your house or your life!

WTF!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Back in Kuala Lumpur

Gosh! I am back in Kuala Lumpur for works, works works! meeting, meeting, meeting!

More update coming.

Monday, October 25, 2010

Pack up for new office and house!

Official welcome to my newly renovated office in Brussels. Pack up! pack up! Here the mover!

An official promotion for my next 2 terms in European Central Bank (can't just run away). That would be another messy live ahead and hopefully i am able to jungle between my work and my family like before. bleak!

To Hubby! i promise you that i will never neglect you. You know how i hate working, but we need the bloody dough! for our early retirement plan.

We are not planning to live in Brussels! gee no way! with all the Gay themes and colorful events, we just pass it. Not my cup of tea, nor my hubby and not for the little one.

Somewhere nearby, nice condominium facing the river! and everybody speak Finnish godforsaken!

Will provide you with all the information later on!

Monday, October 18, 2010

1001 reasons to smile.

1001 reasons to smile.

I am not sad now and I am smiling from right to left. Talk to dear Hubby yesterday and he promise that he wll be coming back for Halloween in Berlin and Thanksgiving in New York.

We have our HOT conversation and video conferencing as for yesterday. Don't ask what sort of ritual that we have had! you figure it out people!

I am so happy to see him and hear him. My Lord i am missing him so much, that i cry of joy!

My world has stop for a while and i have forgotten every thing but him...

Have you experience this before?