Sorry for not posting any news! and sorry this time it is in Deutsch

Ich weiß nicht, was ich dazu sagen soll. Obwohl mir heute derart ... nennen wir es mal ... "unkonventionelle" Vorstellungen von der Durchführung des Projektes zu Ohren gekommen sind, wie ich sie wirklich noch nie zuvor gehört hatte, kommt es mir vor, als wäre alles schon mal da gewesen. Ich mag nicht mehr. Motivation fühlt sich anders an.

Zur Belohnung für meine Geduld alles habe ich mir eine Fototasche gekauft. Und ein Buch. Ich würde auch sofort anfangen zu lesen, wenn nicht die Gefahr bestünde, dass mir nach zwei Zeilen die Augen zufallen.

Steve tut gut mit seinem teuren Behandlungen, die nur darauf warten für den Tag kann er verdammt Sex mit mir früher. Ich fühle mich schon wie eine Jungfrau Maria! lol

Last week

Minggu lepas kami dok pikir nak balik Malaysia untuk seminggu lebih kurang, tapi sebab keluarga ai yang istilah nyer *PANTAT + LEMBU + BABI = PALEMBI* jadi tak tahu lah balik ker tidak!

faham jer lah perangai ai yang memang baran! tapi paham juga perangai hubby ai yang cool bebenor! adalah dia tegur ai, ai pun ala2 bini solehahah *katanya* diam jer lah kan! sambil post2 menyusukan anak perempuan ai! bley imaginasi lucah!

So rabu hadapan, kami akan balik ke Malaysia! kowser kan! ai ni tetap ikut cakap laki! bak kata mak lee mah * king control! ucap betul2 control bukan kontol! eiiii matilah lucah lagi!

Senior Director ai kat ECB suka jer melepaskan ai balik ke Malaysia seminggu, sebab suruh ai hadir untuk rangka kerja lawatan dengan Bank Negara! sehari!.

Ai ok jer- sebab jimat duit ai- semua ECB bayar! tapi ai bukan jenis manusia macam itu! aku pun ada duit sendiri ok! terlebih dari cukup! ai bukan dari kalangan yang sudah ada duit lambak2 dalam bank tetapi masih mahu kaut lagi selagi ada!

KEJI sangat!

Ok now the Slightly English translation for my international reader! muah3 love you folks!

We are planning to visit Malaysia, but unfortunately, recently I had lost my temper to my father and two other sisters which I call them * Real Bitch + MAD COW + BLOODY PIGGY = WTF*

So things then has turned sour and I have not decided any yet until.....

My Darling Hubby give me some advice! I know I am the one that easily sly my temper if it affect me in any way! So being a rather good *so call WIFE*

I just listen *more like pretending! hehehe sorry hubby*

keep my mouth shut and imagine that I am milking my tits (but I don't have) to my 5 years old daughter *LOL* what a sick imagination .....

So the conclusion then! We are flying back to Kuala Lumpur next Wednesday!

Hence my Senior Director in ECB knew that ( I need to tell this old man btw) he was so happy and ask me for attending one day visit to Central Bank in Kuala Lumpur! lol and I say OK!

All expenses paid! but I am not that kind of people that so greedy! I have plenty of doughs in my banks! duh! I don't need that *ALL EXPENSES PAID* kind of things! I am happy to render my knowledge and services!

So! Springtime in New York is so good so far! accept for that hubby was hospitalized for two days for some minor infections! too much excitement maybe!

I have heard that Singapore Airline have this "Beyond First Class Luxury Suites" flying on Airbus A380! ( You guys can check it from youtube)

the 5th on the May!

I am not superstitious but , few of my staff been doing this, so I just follow the suit:

1 . I made this yesterday for my hubby, a pastry roll with fish filling.

2. Today Breakfast on menu! French Toast!

3. I have Vegetarian set Lunch here at Indian diner in Berlin! (expensive thou! E25,00 per set)

4.I am in need for a new shoes! Hello Fred Perry , price is equal to my lunch set! lol

5. and the most important for me is my hubby love fills in me! thanks dear! Thanks for the love.

What urs?

Young gov leaders: Love them or lose them

Hence I am growing ancient-with ancient inner feeling. I would love to watch thee leading their way to govern this government! Not from scandal, but with dignity and knowledge they posses and experience they learn from us, the great leader! (who-wanna-puke!)

For me this is kinda Aristotle-Plato thingy! but I simple cut the philosophy part and being practical about it!

It's easy to look at the younger generation - with their high expectations and big demands - and scoff, Yes they have so much to learn, but they also have a lot to give.

After spending some time last week at the Next Generation of Government Summit by the social networking site ops! classified- and by the professional organization Young Government Leaders, I was left thinking how strong our government will be if we effectively harness the intelligence, creativity, drive and ethusiasm of this up-and-coming group of employees.

The fact is we need tofind ways to make young government leaders stay and grow in government, I have five ideas for retaining younger employees while grooming them to lead:

1. Focus on the firsts - these are important milestone for every employee, Make a checklist for each of these firsts
2. keep them inspired -keep that fire lit, not only with words of wisdom, but making sure they know exactly how their work fits in to your mission.
3. Tap their brains - Mark my bloody words, if you don't keep your younger employees challenged and on their intellectual toes, you will lose them. Asking them for new ideas, feedback and to engage in problem-solving will help everyone. They will be excited about their work, and I -(the bloody master) benefit from their fresh perspective and energy.
4. Show them the path to leadership - Younger people today are restless and are not afraid to take risks and seek new opportunities. Help stem the turnover tide by showing them exactly how they can advance. If you can get them excited by the challenge of making it to the next level, you will keep them on board and they will work harder.
5. Pair them up- Always Create a fulfilling experience for everyone by pairing interested, long -term employees with newbies.

By the time I am writing this, my hubby is getting better and he deserve my best interest for I am taking a month off from my jobs! Million Thanks to my support staff.

Nothing can define a great love for such a scarification and I am telling this to my staff. Job, The Company, friends will leave you but not your true love!

Happy springtime!

Here and There

Happy Spring time dearest reader...

Was long since I writes anything here in my blog, Was terribly busy with my hubby, my little daughter and my carrier!

Ok, one will always care about their carrier if one get bloody paid for 2xK Euro a month! llalala...tell me readers, will you do exactly the same????

My bloody jobs get really tough before and after the EU meeting! Its SUCK. I am to head TWO different section and at the same time monitoring another agency place far beyond the ECB associate. WTF

But I am very happy working from the back-end, unlike my director, he is require to broadcast everyday.... huhuhu not me! My last episode with CNN is gonna be the first and the last ever interview and broadcasting matter I will do in my entire carrier.

On the other issue, hubby is recovering and for now on-going his 2nd cancer treatment, very advanced chemotherapy related to magnetic energy (I am not sure what it is) but slightly better! I saw my favourite singer, Aretha Franklin here at the same hospital in Berlin undergo the same treatment with my hubby! today....

Don't ask me how I juggle my life with 3 important stuff that very dearly to me! I just do it. hopping that I be able to keep myself cool and under pressure!

Pictures of the day

Ok guys!

Yesterday we had a great night with awesome neighbours! and eat and eat and catch up with all story! mixed between english and Norwegian @flamish.

Today I had an opportunity to invite few neighbours over for Lunch!

For appetizer

Got to go with typical Norwegian Cheese and tomato dressing

next main course

Baked Chicken@ satay style with peanuts source and Chicken Rice ball

Fusion delight maybe

with Desserts

Home made coconut ice cream.

We have a great winter still and very icy out here!

I am not losing my kitchen artsy yet! huhuhuhu

Kristiansund,Norway here we are! Her er vi!

We missed our 2nd home so much! lovely, the weather today is so not welcoming! its raining.huhuhuh

So here are some pictures...mostly foods that is so me! blek

home made pizza n dip

lovely cake - blotkaken

yum yum yum norge choc- I will never eat any other choc after this!

for increase of body fats! hahahahah

this is hubby ideal home-50 inch plasma! duh

at the store - so much so little time!

Post Bahasa Ibunda! and for international readers as well

Uols selalu tak Iron dan cuci baju laki masing2

Wah mek tahu Cik Puan Lee D Ratu memang rajin membasuh dan mengosok baju laki nya! kan kan kan!

Tapi kita enjoy kan buat benda2 macam itu! Mek ni sejak dari zaman ber bf lagi rajin mengosok dan membasuh baju laki mek nii! matilah kuli batak!

Dah jadi gay berkejaya pun masih lagi mek tetap basuh baju, seluar, boxer, stokin laki mek nyehh semua! bukan lah mek nak cakap besar kan tapi itu lah antara tanda kasih kita. apa korang sanggup?

Bagi kami nak pergi makan kat luar tu adoiii payah! laki mek tetap nak makan masakan kat rumah! so kenalah masak uols!

ni tetap sakit sakit laki mek ni banyak benor minta nya nak makan itu lah ini lah! wah demand gituh, semenjak ubat cancer dah berkesan dan cancer spreading dah stop, wah mula lah nak makan itu ini! kesian lah pula kan. mek ikut kan saje! matila kalah pompuan mengandung!

nak makan nasi lemak katanya, masak lah nasi lemak, melilau cari ikan bilis kat Berlin ni! gila kejap! nun jauh ke Frankfurt pergi beli cili kering,belacan, ikan bilis bagai! adalah 3-4 jam naik train. Bukan lah macam si izuan tu! wah khelas ko maria. petik2 jari dah makan kat rumah kawan bagai!

Tak pa lah mek ingat ingat dulu masa mek kat hospital, siang malam dia jaga, sampai nak ke bilik air pun berdua! matilah sex dalam bilik air hospital! keji

OK now is for international readers,

Do you iron your husband clothes? I do and I have done it since we are boyfriend kinda relationship! I don't mind doing it, for me I called it as part of the training so I understand him, apart from assimilating his bod scenes!

Hence than until now I still doing my duty without any complaints, although few of my friends did scrutinized my action but I pretend not to listen.

For me I can run my household without any helper, morning chores for hubby and little one, cook for both ,send little one to play school, rush to office, lunch with my hubby in hospital, back to office and pick little one from nursery and went to see his daddy in hospital and back home by midnight!

pretty much tiring! but I must not feel that thou!

I remember my hubby is one who loved to eat whatsoever I cooked for him, we hardly or never dine outside accept for attending ceremony or party! recently after his cancer spreading has stop and medications work, he really want to eat "Nasi Lemak" oh yeah you could google it.

I 've to run down to Frankfurt for part of the ingredients! took 3-4 hours by train! I am not complaining but I am satisfied to cook for him.

I remember when I was hospitalized for my heart problem, he was there night and day taking care of me, up to we went for shower both....hahahha together! heheheheh I just loved that idea of bathing together! To make it sounds nasty its was in the hospital! huhuhuhu

Food of Thoughts

I remember my Mom told me long ago, before she perish!

Watch your thoughts, for they become words. Watch your words, for they become actions. (and the rest...bla2)

For I have a major concern with my food intake. I was ever since a Vegetarian since year 2004. After I have graduated with PhD and heart problem.duh! (getting better nowadays)

and i am ardent to Almond, baked Almond is my favorite, with honey! yum yum yum! (No salt Please)

I have them for my hubby and my little one as well! FORCE em rather! hehehehe

So eat more Almond dearest reader, it cuts your cholesterol, good for your arteries and sexual too!

I have these baked yesterday! for my dear hubby

How to work?

How am i going to office when snows are covering up the road?

Had a better thing to do actually! taking care of my husband who is diagnose with Pancreas Cancer!

The doctors are positive about chances for him to recover since it was detected at early stage. But i am not happy with the treatment he gonna dealt with! chemotherapy.

i have no choices but to go with that, for me to sign the paper was the tougher job ever!

I am looking for immune therapy such as stems cell and any other alternative to make my hubby recover from chemotherapy in ease and safest ever and i have found that for him, this product name by 4LIFE (google it)

He is very positive all this while, i think i might get my blood pressure back very soon. but i keep my aspirin and vegetarian diet tight!

I need to be strong and never i complain all this while. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

Our Way - Norwegian Way

I seem to spend most of the winter travelling around Northern Europe. So constantly back and forth from Head Office in Bruxelles and our home in Kristiansund, Norway by airplane!

I never regret for doing a bit of travelling (about 1 hour plus by airplane- one way) twice everyday, as long as i am with my lovely Steve!

You guys might wondering why Kristiansund, Norway? Steve was assigned here for his latest project. and being a good house wife i am, i could not bear to be distance away from him, it breaks my heart and not to mention little Sophie as well.

It always surprise me how little daughter of us be able to stay calm and get along with travelling around. First Berlin, Germany then Kristiansund, Norway.

Language is not a barrier at all in here, people are so warm and helpful. I have a good neighbor next door. I kinda fancy Scandinavian foods (mostly seafood) and design.

Today we had minus 10 Celsius. Long John in and socks and earplug as well. The popular hot drink here is called Glogg. Basically you need to cook it with spices like cinnamon, clove and lemon zest. Learn this from my neighbor.

I did a Norwegian rice pudding yesterday called riskrem with red sauce @ raspberry source.

here is the recipes

3 cups whipping cream

3 tablespoons sugar
1 tablespoon vanilla extract
5 cups cold rice pudding

Whip cream, sugar and vanilla until creamy and stir into porridge.

Red sauce bag (raspberry)

1 cup raspberry jam

Happy Thanksgiving to all Americans!

How am i doing in Malaysia? 4

Very sudden last night around 2am morning, Hubby aka Steve wake me up! he never do that to me unless for ONE particular reason (ok clear all your thoughts).

What will you do if someone wake you up at midnight? do you feel horny (hello Nik), angry (you maybe) or blur (its mememe!)

So, whats up with my hubby! he whisper to me and said "Ling (short for darling) i am famish! could you prepare me those Malay's pancake you did in the morning. "Malay's crepe!" i reply...still blur. oh ok Sayang (it darling in malay) no problem.

Preparation 1, the batter mixed together with onion, anchovies, crab stick and flour with water and little bit salt for taste.


Then, scoop with spoon and fries it with hot oil.

You may dip it with tomato or chillies ketchup or special coconut gravy leftover.

Then, prepare it for my King aka Steve.

After

Then he kiss me and went to bed and sleep! and me...i can't sleep anymore...arggh

I am not lucky though! My hubby doesn't know how to cook or even fry an egg! so HOW? not that i complain but i love to cooks for my hubby and most importantly he likes my cooking. The whole satisfaction that i cannot resist even though the request is made after midnight!

My wish lists...

My hubby has bought me this

A Tag Heuer Grand Carrera Calibre. Love you hubby...

thank you