"Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

Saturday, February 13, 2010

story 2


My bf and i had a quarrel. He found out about mark. The door banged shut in my face. Nine hours ago,I'd never have thought i'd end up here, in a car park. With this gorgeous boy looking at me.

"My flat mate went back to Penang for the weekend. You can stay."

I got in the front passenger seat and he started up the car. We were chatting while his Camry navigated the empty Central Market streets. At a traffic light junction somewhere near PUTRA station, hi left hand fell on my right thigh. I smile and reached out my right hand to touch his lips, his face, his small deep-set eyes highlighted his high forehead...

His eyebrows made him look young. and he wore glasses, just like me. Then the light change.

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I was lucky I got my wallet and ATM card in time before the bf threw me out. Since he won't cooled down anytime in the next 48 hours, i called up my best friend Riz and decided to go clubbing.

We went to Liquid first. It was one of those strange Friday night crowds, Flash but cheap and it made us 27 feel way too ancient, "But we are pretty! this young fish will sooner clad with us right! Riz murmured.

We spotted Lin, Jay fag hag and later three of us went for mamak's.

Riz told us about Henry, his 17 years old Tuesday night who had been calling him every hour for the past 3 days and pleading with him for sex.

why did you give him your real mobile number? stupid

I don't know. I came in his mouth and i was feeling good. Plus he had a nice ass that I was thinking of saving for next week.

Serves you right! bitch.

I thought he was cute. He has very nice eyes. Very sincere! arghhhh so my type.

Its usually the cute ones who are most fucked up, i crack

then another sissy bitch sein narrated the story that the hairdresser who had been accusing him of sleeping with his 25old bf who just moved to Bangkok.

This guy, as Riz pointed to his dick, "is just really screwed up. I don't even know him and i only slept with his bf once. But that was before they became a couple. And I heard they broke up last year.

and he's still worked up about it. He has the cheek to be angry with me. What about my feeling? What about the fact that he was sleeping with my bf before I broke up with him? KL is full of neurotic psychos, I tell you. Stupid neurotic psychos.

How old is he?
Forty, I heard
No wonder-lah, Getting ancient. It's the gay midlife crisis. They realize they don't want to grow up anymore. So they just become senile.

I just pray I don't turn out like that, auwwwwww scream Jay.
And become a pedophile some more.
or worse....
the two of them looked at me,
......have a Bangle bf. hahahahhahahaha" they crackle away like vampire

Cehhhhhhhhh, don't you like playing with Malay boys too , spat Riz...

After mamak's, we three decided to check our Backroom. One of Lin's friends called us up and told us it was really happening. Not to mention free entry.
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I think I saw him for the first time in the toilet at Backroom. I was in there after 2 hours dancing non-stop, dousing my face with water, trying to cool down. At the next sink, a shirtless guy was literaly taking a shower, splashing his naked torso with handfuls after handfuls of water.

He had jus stepped off the urinals. He must have seen me peeving on the other guy cause when it was his turn at the faucet, he turned to me and smiled, I smiled back. Then he wiped his hand and left.

I stalked him around Backroom, like I was planning to rape him. He was hanging out with some people who looked like they were gay so i assumed that he was himself. It seemed like ages before I worked up enough courage to go up and introduce myself. It was his friends were all dancing that I did it. I yelled over the techno music and asking him for the time.

It's 5 morning, he yelled back.
Thank
He went back to looking at his friend son the dance floor. I tapped him again on the shoulder
Do you have a cigarette?
He shook his head , i don't smoke!
Remembering I had a packet of Strepsils in my pocket, I offered to him, nodding my head.
He looked at it carefully, took one, popped it in his mouth and smiled.
Thanks! he then showed me a bottle of mineral water, nodding his head!
I nodded in return and he watched me take a few gulps, Thanks!
I gave him back the bottle, No Problem!
Then he held out his hand "What's is your name?
"Jay here"
"I am Calvin" he reply
Nice to meet you , Jay
Nice to meet you too, I pointed to his friends on the dance floor " Your friends?"
Yeah, You alone?
I shook my head. we watched the crowd dancing under the crazy laser show.
I was thinking of things to say, "You are not dancing?"
Tired, Dancing all night!
How come I didn't see you?
I danced four straight hours at Movement. My friends wanted to come here so I follow them. But no more for me, How about you?
Just taking a break. I was dancing at Liquid
How was Liquid tonight? I wanted to go but my ex was there!
Who's your ex?
What 's your bf's name?
You really want to know? Calvin reply
Yeah
Why?
Just curious! spat me quickly
I think you know him, You really want to know? Calvin play me out
You're going to tell me or not?, out of my anger
NO...
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Calvin lived on the 20th floor of his condominium. It took a while, Slow elevator, I used the time to check him out carefully. He wasn't very tall. Could tell his body was slight, maybe even bony, under the white shirt and the khakis. His pale skin, under the light, gave off a corpse-like glow. His face is clean and veiny forearm. Walking behind him, I noticed he have nice hair.

We stop when we reach 119. All this time, we had been so quiet it was such a relief to hear the key turning in the lock on his door.

As he shut the door, I felt his hand reaching for the waist of my jeans and pulling my close to him.

His lips found mine, I had to lean against a wall to stop from falling over as he leaned into me and rubbed his crotch into mine. His tongue surged into my mouth and taste of beer and Strepsils. For a second, I couldn't tell whose tongue was whose!

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what made you come up an start talking to me in Backroom?, His head was on my chest and was running my hand through his hair.
When you turned and smiled at me in the toilet, I wanted to see if I had a chance! Jay reply
A moment passed and he looked up at me "You wanted to see if you had a chance?
Jay smiled" A chance to see that smile again!"
Calvin reply" Are you serious!"
Of course, I'm serious
Wow! you are such a romantic!
I thought about it for a second and Its true , I am a romantic
"Someone told me once that true romance doesn't exist because there's nothing true about romance" Jay said
"You don't believe in romance?
I don't know. I think romance is like one of those lies we've been taught to revere. Romance is a beautiful lie! reply Calvin.
It was true, what he said " I can only lies to someone I rally care about!
I don't know if that kind of lying is good...

The morning light peeked through the thick dark curtains of his bedroom. We could hear the silent hiss of the air-conditioner.

I don't usually have this sort of conversation after sex! Calvin said
No neither do i, Whoever broke the boy's heart left him nothing, I thought to myself.
Most guys just roll over and sleep, or smoke and continue sleep!
I wished I had a cigarette then,
I once had this guy who sweated a lot when he slept. I couldn't handle that, and he thought it was nice and cosy. But it was like sleeping in a sauna, Calvin story

That's nothing, Jay boosted " I had this guy who insisted on putting his thing in my .... you know. I couldn't go to sleep at all. I kept having this urge to shit!

Calvin laughed. I made him laugh. It felt good, to have someone's body next to mine, laughing like that. It felt really good. I held him tighter and kissed him on the head. That made him stop laughing .

What was that for? Calvin ask
I don't know!
My father kisses me like that, on the head, I guess it's his way of showing love. Father always loved me more than my sisters

Does he knows?
No, His fingers play with mine, Does your family know?
Only my sister! Jay reply.
I used to have this fantasy that i would bring my bf back home and introduce him to my family, but it will never work that way, wanna to be slaughter can, i reply
He laughed again!
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After waht seemed like forever molesting me in the dark hallway, just grouping me and rubbing me all over with both his hands, Calvin finally tore himself away from me. He turned on one of the apartment light and led me into living area. He asked me if i wanted a drink!

I've got that same beanbag from IKEA, but different color! Jay comment
I took a gulp of the Coke, Still standing.
He was already sprawled on the couch, legs spread-eagle.
Come and sit down, Calvin said, offering me the space between his legs, Instead of sitting , I went down on my knees. He was still hard...

After sex, we talked for an hour or two before continue sleep. Later i heard him get out of bed. Heard him brushing his teeth.

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When we finally woke up, at four in the afternoon, I had a massive hard-on and felt really horny. I climbed on top of him and started bare backing him, He moaned under me. When he tried to move, I pinned him down. I breathed heavily into his ear and bite his shoulder. I masturbated my cock in the trench of his ass. Calvin moaned!!
I bit his ear.
I asked him " Do you want it?
He kept on moaning.
I knew he wanted it at that precise moment.
I used my legs to force his legs apart. I humped faster and even penetrated slightly. The precum made it easier!
"Fuck Me"
No,
"fuck Me"
"Beg Me"
Fuck Me"
"No, He jerking his lips, rubbing his ass against me.
I pushed in and fucked him
"Fuck Me. Fuck Me"

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to be continue

2 comments:

fufu said...

jay such a bitch!!! romance? erm i think it exists

Suf n Steve said...

wah mr romance speaking