"Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

Friday, November 26, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving

I am not in a mood for this year Thanksgiving.

The First reasons is my hubby@ Steve was not in a good health, he was diagnosed for Stomach Cancer, and what depressed me the most is, the doctor here not be able to inform me the status. WTF... HELLO.....this is a living creature, my husband that you are dealing with!

With all the technologies! can any of you tell me what are the status?, can it be cure or not?, prescribe medications and whatsoever.

Yesterday, I lost my temper! and i started to be hysteric. I can't deal with no answer!

Please God, Help Me. I know we have done so much sins, but it between us two and you, God.

I am now trying to get the second and the third opinions from the specialists in John Hopkins and London Medical School Professor.

I am reaching as far as Republic of China for the lists of herbs specialists.

I can't deal my life without him. That is one of the most scary thoughts after all the scariest possible things in the world I could think for!

I am taking off my duties for 3 weeks, after the Republic of Ireland settlement.

I have promised that we will be together during good time and bad time
Always!

4 comments:

Nik_TheGreek said...

I am so very sorry to hear that. Maybe the news from the doctors about his unspecified status will not be that bad. Hang in there.
I wish to you all the best.
love

Anonymous said...

For once I hardly know what to say.

This is devastating. To say that my heart goes out to you both is the very least way I can put what I feel.

I know how scared I got when Pete was taken into hospital but I got him back quickly and he's fine again.


Please try to hope and be with each other as you plan to do as the future becomes clearer. Let's hope together that there's a way through.

with love from us both.

fufu said...

going to settle down in ireland? not norway or finland?

itamrazali said...

so sweet..