What's New Year?

I am not a New Year Party goers! I never celebrate any New Year before, i enjoy watching fireworks in every towns/countries i have visited/work/live from a television!

This year is the worst...ummmmm i completely understand that i am whining too much here!

Life is a complete set of good and bad, So be it!

The array of changes are too many...again i am whining! sounds like a complete set of loser i am!

Be strong me! I need that, I have so many goals i hope to archive in 2011. Let see if i could make it to reality...

1. I wish the treatment for my hubby is working and he be able to recover 80% to 90% back - fuck the doctors keep telling this to him, that his chances is 50-50.

I was once been told like that and fuck that doctors keep telling me lies and he was excited (yeah ! fucking excited doctor) with my heart conditions two weeks ago!

If statistics never lies, i wanna change a vibe here as well "DOCTORS' TELL LIES TOO"

2. Setting up an Education Wing somewhere in Asian country! gosh i am not trying to put up my name in education, like some people does! I am nobody- but i have a different ideas on education and educating youth!

3. I hope our PR application for Scandinavians Country is approved by 2011!

Merry Christmas and a Happy Holiday

we wish you a very Merry Christmas and a Happy Holiday! May your day be full of cheer and warmth, with good friends, great food, and thankful hearts.

Cinnamon stick

A 12-week London study was recently conducted involving 58 type 2 diabetics with hemoglobin A1c (HbA1c) levels over 7 percent. Hemoglobin A1c is a marker for long-term glycemic control in diabetics.

After 12 weeks on 2g of cinnamon per day, study subjects had significantly lower HbA1c levels, as well as significantly reduced blood pressures (systolic, SBP and diastolic, DBP).

The researchers’ conclusion:

“Intake of 2g of cinnamon for 12 weeks significantly reduces the HbA1c, SBP and DBP among poorly controlled type 2 diabetes patients. Cinnamon supplementation could be considered as an additional dietary supplement option to regulate blood glucose and blood pressure levels along with conventional medications to treat type 2 diabetes mellitus.”

Got it from Dr Mercola and sharing with you guys

dormant blogs of mine

It been a dormant blogs of mine this year around!

I am sorry.

For the past eight days, Steve D undergo heave treatment here in Oslo, Norway. and yesterday we all went for shopping. Family shopping in Amsterdam! I brought the entire party on ECB Private Airplane- the Director General wanted to meet us both personally in a short meeting.

We have a good shopping thou! quite a severe weather, but we managed.

I am not sure what for Christmas this year! I am not sure what for my birthday as well!

but i am certain that what i care the most is Steve.

Never i show my sorrower face, never!

Muharram 2010

I would like to wish my fellow Muslim, Mubarak fi Muharram.

It is a journey of a new year for all of us and may we live in peaceful and understanding each other. Not judging people from their superficial quality but rather appreciate the inner beauty.

Thanks for the prayer for Steve.

How to work?

How am i going to office when snows are covering up the road?

Had a better thing to do actually! taking care of my husband who is diagnose with Pancreas Cancer!

The doctors are positive about chances for him to recover since it was detected at early stage. But i am not happy with the treatment he gonna dealt with! chemotherapy.

i have no choices but to go with that, for me to sign the paper was the tougher job ever!

I am looking for immune therapy such as stems cell and any other alternative to make my hubby recover from chemotherapy in ease and safest ever and i have found that for him, this product name by 4LIFE (google it)

He is very positive all this while, i think i might get my blood pressure back very soon. but i keep my aspirin and vegetarian diet tight!

I need to be strong and never i complain all this while. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.