What for now?

Apart from taking care my dear Hubby, I do something for Pasedena charity for poor and needy. Playing Piano once a week and baking cakes.

In a less then a week ago, I was called by the friend of mine from Columbia Uni now with Stanford University to be an adjunct with the Graduate School of Business. 

That flattered me the most, happy of coz and we will be spending at least 2 days in the heart of the silicon valley for every week for the next 15 weeks.

I am to teach one of the subject in political Economy. 

I have 92 students in total, they are very nice and diligent boys and girls from different major. 

So this is what I am doing for now until dear hubby finish up his cancer treatment.

will upload my students picture in later part

God blessed..

Happy New Year 2013

Yes! Another new year!!! another year...

The best year perhaps! for everyone...

anddd the best year for me!!!!!

I QUITTING ME JOB!!! HOHOHOH

The best Christmas gift i ever had! thank you madam lagarde (since I was loaned to her from World Bank) for the permission and signing my release paper! love you...

She wrote it " With this decision, I hope you will have more times with your lovely husband, whom need your utmost attention and you are always welcome any time to contribute any ideas".

very curious style of writing!

All the best to my staffs!!!! I know you guys read up my blog now and then! Notty Notty!

Wish us the best of luck with fight against cancer!

I will be here in South Pasadena, CA with dear hubby for his treatment for the next few month before going back to Manhattan, NY.

What will I do next? Just wait!

XOXOXOX

I was in Tromsø , Norway (pronounce as Trum So) last month of September. Its the ninth largest city in Norway. I cannot tales tell on why I was there, mostly on work issues.

Would like to share some jokes about Tromsø

This is Tromsø at 10PM

 Midnight in Tromsø 

Tromsø at 4am (early morning)

 and Tromsø at 6am

OK! so tell me when do they sleep?????? or when do I sleep????????

hahah such madness!

My darling hubby is doing well, thank God, the cancer cells are still active, so more treatment.

Its 2 years now since he was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, up and down with his health.

and me

I have been a Good old boy in this 2 years!!! 

told this to my colleague, and they are shock!! so they ask me (hell ya Bitch!! I should be next in Clove Cover Magazine!! duh)

Q: How can a Gay Couple get stand together so long with NO sex involves?

A: I say you can bitch if you want to. 

Q: How to you get yourself relief?

There are plenty of devices Bitch! ain't your mama told you, you gotta shop around! hahaha

Q: Do you still with your hubby?

A:Hello!!! I am, I bath him every morning (not if I am out of town).

I rarely gossip with my staffs, but I keep it open with Q and A every new month!!! haha

The really shocking Question I ever come across is

(from an old lady cleaner, oh pity her, she's nice btw)

Q: how do you gays have sex?

A: Like any other heteros, find any available holes!!!WAKAKAKA

Q: How do you know to BLOWJOB so well?

A: We men having the same tool as other men, so we know how to pleasure one cock to many (ways) lol

Thank you for words of encouragement, appreciate it very much! 

LALA Land

Since we are here in LALA Land (Los Angeles) just little update here and there:

Steve is undergoing treatment at the Hyperthermia Cancer Treatment, LA. new alternative n advance cancer treatment. Not that kind of Chemo that made your hair lose.

He is not very optimistic btw, but the treatment is something to cheer him up...
Finger cross darling, you will be ok.

LALA land is so not like the last 8 years ago when i first encounter the place. Pasadena is total change, I used to stay there and drive all the way to IBM research center located in Northeast region near NY Dr, just next to the Eaton Canyon Park.

We are planning to drive up to San Francisco, if darling hubby condition permit us, through the long road of the Pacific coastal roadside, We did that before and we would love to do it again. Its His wish!!

gosh! thing is... I am not a designated driver, worst one! very2 aunty! hehe
I just need to get a refresher course on driving! here in LA. or worst still, I will hired a chauffeur to drive us all the way to San Francisco. :-)

The best part is, the fasting month here in LA is not that bad thou! compare when we were in Norway. We have The Sahur (morgan breakfast) at 4am and breaking fast time about 7:35pm!

be going back to NYC for Eid il Fitri!

life in the middle of 2012

Hello bloggers!

long time no update! either I must be very lazy or nuts or what so everrrrrrrrrr!

the thing is

No 1. I a preparing myself for :-
:- changing job by end of 2012, muahahaha lets go back to University and Teach
PS. You guys can always meet at Columbia Uni in NY during Fall's intake

:- hubby's getting worst, so he said I might lost him, I say OK! as long as you
died as Muslim you were! I make sure I build a Mosques/school in many places
on this earth on your behalf. and feed the entire African or wherever.

:- not to get emo or crazy!

No 2. I have done plenty simulation on economics of the world, tell you it works just
fine (ratio of 70% : 30%), the buttttttttt thing is
unless you have some crazy nut head leading the country! ops I cant bloody help
So save up and live where natural resources are available, and people are nice
plenty of land for plantation (yeah i should visit Brazil or Australia)
oh and dont depend too much on petrol (we will see the 2014/15 disasters)
we have sun, wind and water still. Invest in these new power!

right now let me tell you! I really felt like an old chicken! no sex, desire, eating disorder,bla bla bla but thanks I have God to rely on!

Sorry for not posting any news! and sorry this time it is in Deutsch

Ich weiß nicht, was ich dazu sagen soll. Obwohl mir heute derart ... nennen wir es mal ... "unkonventionelle" Vorstellungen von der Durchführung des Projektes zu Ohren gekommen sind, wie ich sie wirklich noch nie zuvor gehört hatte, kommt es mir vor, als wäre alles schon mal da gewesen. Ich mag nicht mehr. Motivation fühlt sich anders an.

Zur Belohnung für meine Geduld alles habe ich mir eine Fototasche gekauft. Und ein Buch. Ich würde auch sofort anfangen zu lesen, wenn nicht die Gefahr bestünde, dass mir nach zwei Zeilen die Augen zufallen.

Steve tut gut mit seinem teuren Behandlungen, die nur darauf warten für den Tag kann er verdammt Sex mit mir früher. Ich fühle mich schon wie eine Jungfrau Maria! lol

It is official now.

It is official now, i am no more attached with European Central Bank (ECB).

Partly relief but another half is telling "is this the right moves?"

anyhow, i am with the World Bank(WB) for next 3 years. will be based in Norway-Sweden.

i am back to my origin of interest "trust economics development" and it is nothing to do with trust-funds.

Have I lost my faith on ECB lately? my answer is not yet, remember i've got promoted to WB last june,i've been doing job for both ECB and WB ever-since and now its has to come to the end.

There are several issues that i would like to share here, mostly from my technical analysis.

There are severe indicators on the movement of Euro and the policies in some EU countries that will lead to the destruction of Euro itself, much fears has been put on France.

Like we fear what has happened in Greece,Ireland & Portugal.
French, Spanish, and Italian banks have run out of collateral and are now pledging real assets.

Next you will see a plans to restrict cash transactions over 1,000 euros (down from the current limit of 2,500 euros, or about $3,200).

and Swiss officials are preparing for the end of the euro with capital control measures.

So as i wrote here, Europe's CEOs are actively preparing for the end of the euro despite governmental reassurances.

Some, like German machinery maker GEA Group AG are limiting the maximum funds on deposit with any single bank.
Others, like Grupo Gowex, are moving cash and deposits to Germany away from Spanish banks (and Grupo Gowex is a Spanish company based in Madrid, so this is especially telling).
BMW plans to cut production by 30% while also tapping into central bank reserves, the company is already reducing its leasing portfolio to cope with the potential decrease in car values that would impact its borrowing capacity.

At the same time, money managers the world over are selling their European bonds. This is driving prices lower and yields higher to the point where the cost of debt is now prohibitive (bond prices and yields move in opposite directions).

As a result, new bank bond issuance may be down as much as 85% over the past two years, which further hobbles cash hungry European banks.

As for what all this means for our money, that's pretty clear - think SAFETY FIRST.
Stick with what you have in place now and manage the risk.

I am personally hope that it will be better future if the government-people be able to work it out and be hand to hand helping each other.

We are now in Havana, Cuba for treatment. I will resume my work February,next year onward.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF- GHEEEE IM TURNED TO 34 OFFICIALLY.
MERRY X'MAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAPPY HOLIDAY.
MAY GOD BLESSED YOU.

Happy Holiday

Happy holiday to all you here!

Have a good one, wish you folks Merry X'mas in advance and Happy new year! WTF another year....hehhe

We are off to Havana,Cuba for treatments and holiday. away from the hassle and in-facts it is took only 3 hours flight back to New York City! muahahahah

See you next year!

happy thanksgiving!

Once again, It's that time of year to give thanks.

We wish you lots of good food, family and fun

over the upcoming holiday weekend.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING FROM US, STEVE AND FAMILY!

November

Another new month! and it is near to end of 2011,

bloody hell that i am well pad-lock with my current position, i was travelling around the globe for it, and i left my dearly hubby in Oslo for treatment,

he is up and down with his treatment, so i might consider an offer to send him to Cuba for cancer treatment, but on our own expenses! bloody hell with the insurance company thee are having slide confusion with authorized cancer treatment from USA,

what is the high premium my hubby paid for?

I cant reveal too much on my work order! nor that i could comments on nik the greek recent update on greece...sorry dear.

nor can i update my sex esplanade(do i have one lately) like Lee-queen of cambridge, hahaha

My life currently more on Jetting and meeting people for either selling or giving bon. My good phrase when introducing myself is

"Do you want to have a loan?" and be prepare to be chop off.....

Oh most probably our Christmas this year will be in Cuba,

Hello Bloggers

Hi, Sorry for not posting anything lately, was so busy with WORK, WORK and WORK.

Hubby's doing ok, up and down with his health, he is in sleeping mood since last week for now, he just need extra rest, so i am ok with that,

So, I could focus with my job, he said.

He is now staying in Kristiansand, Norway and I am having my business trip in Valencia, Spain.

The header picture is taken by Steve from our duplex apartment in NYC, He is an amazing photographer. muahahahah. I know you will read this post dear. I Love you so much...

Going back to Kristiansand Todayyyyyyyyyyy, yey!

Eid Wishes

Hubby and I and Little Sophie would like to wish The Beautiful Eid-El Fitr to All Muslim Reader and Thank you for all the wishes.

May The Lord protect us from any harm and bring us happiness and joys today and future. Insyallah!

Thanks for your prayer and message

Thank you very much for your thoughts!

Steve is doing a bit better for now!

It is not easy being me, ok

I am fragile. stupid me &

I will give anything in exchange for his life

Thanks Dear Lord for listening me.

Not in good term

I am not in a good term,

and my husband is coma for the past few days here in NYC. His condition is very tricky and ....

We are moving back here for my job with World Bank.

what with my life, hubby and the world

I would never get out from my hotel

The bold lighting thunder was so devastated and

stopping my heart beat

Welcome to Paris, if you would love to be struck by light and worst

the thunder

yet you will have a bbq aka live grill on your plate

Ok , WTF with my life for now...

hubby health is yet undetermined

my jobs is very much around the clock

I could be in Oslo in the morning, afternoon in Brussels

later in Paris or somewhere in between. and back in Oslo for hubby before 9pm.

Worst yet I was back in NYC last 2 days ago.

stupid unemployment issues, non-disclosed loan, tax, political lobbying, eiiiiiii

I am nobody...

Let the lightning, thunder come and go

but I saw something not very nice on my table today,

a bloody report for 2012.

I personally hoping that people would able to save some-more fund

before the raining day/year

next year

I have yet to endorse the report for my superior action.

She is wayyy too busy with thanking and welcoming notes from all around the globe.

We are ever ready with tones of report and analysis

I hope she will survive...lol

so

let me leak one or two things here,

please save some money for raining days

please please please

if you can afford to exchange it to gold

please please please do so

if you could mortgage your house/assets for deposit in gold

please please please do so

I can't give you anything but

little loving advice.

The Summer Begin

Happy Summer to all of you!

I will be busy with my hubby and my new position at world bank! OK it's Confirm! but I am to handle my current portfolio in ECB for the next 6 months!

hehhe TWO salary! and I am IN.......

MUAHHHHHHHHH TO MY HUBBY!

Thanks for your approval! you always support me and love me!

La vie est une tartine de merde

La vie est une tartine de merde que l'on doit manger avec le sourire...!!

Parce que c'est tellement vrai de dire que ..

Heuresement que la vie n'est pas que de la merde et que certaines choses sont là pour la rendre meilleur !

c'est coluche qui a dit " la vie est une tartine de merde et il faut en manger un bout tout les jours "

Et y a meme des endroits où la couche de merde est plus epaisse qu'a d'autre :-))))

et ca laisse un salle gout dans la bouche

cursing in French is always a pleasure for me!

Another Speech!

I was told today, right after one short call to the secretary to the Head of Central Bank today, that I was expected to deliver a 15 minutes speech during my visit tomorrow! lol WTFFFFF.

Spoil my holiday!

Hubby with his enlightenment wave then reply "Ohhh! I am sure you have no problem with that! since you are once a university professor!" an Ivy league scholar toughs in Ivy league! you will excel! and there he left me alone, puzzle and wondering and thinking what am I to deliver for tomorrow!

He went swimming with little one! but not for long since weather here in Malaysia is mostly sunny in the morning and pouring in, latter of the day. hehe

So, I chose a small topic with plenty examples and mostly based on my working experience!

Identifying and Managing Crises!

brief yet heavy duty!

I am planning on talking about the hedge-funds crises, what is really a credit-crises, bail-out money, some funny story and Q&A!

I will later produce my entire speech in another section of my writing here! bear in minds not to bore my other readers!

and

I am on my vacation! still...

Will be here in Malaysia until 16 of June! got to catch a flight off to Berlin for Interview! ewww

So here I am "Ex-Malaysian" working with European Central Bank deliver a talks to "Fellow Malaysia" hehe.

BTW, Thanks for the Wishes from my early post! I am not sure if I am fit for the position. Something fishy about it! erk

Position de Directeur

Uhmmmm! I am totally speechless!

There I heard a rumours from my senior director and closes friend to few important people!

My name was mentioned few time for The Position in World Bank!

Despite my sexual status, religion and ethnicity. I am not sure what are the catch?

But I keep myself grounded most of the time! cozzz

I have hubby to look after and daughter to take care.

I must say that I am not ambitious for this position but I am thrill! yeah feeling my big ass pumped bigger! ok gros cul!

Whatever...

Spring holiday is so nice! next week... Kuala Lumpur! destination...secret! haha

Last week

Minggu lepas kami dok pikir nak balik Malaysia untuk seminggu lebih kurang, tapi sebab keluarga ai yang istilah nyer *PANTAT + LEMBU + BABI = PALEMBI* jadi tak tahu lah balik ker tidak!

faham jer lah perangai ai yang memang baran! tapi paham juga perangai hubby ai yang cool bebenor! adalah dia tegur ai, ai pun ala2 bini solehahah *katanya* diam jer lah kan! sambil post2 menyusukan anak perempuan ai! bley imaginasi lucah!

So rabu hadapan, kami akan balik ke Malaysia! kowser kan! ai ni tetap ikut cakap laki! bak kata mak lee mah * king control! ucap betul2 control bukan kontol! eiiii matilah lucah lagi!

Senior Director ai kat ECB suka jer melepaskan ai balik ke Malaysia seminggu, sebab suruh ai hadir untuk rangka kerja lawatan dengan Bank Negara! sehari!.

Ai ok jer- sebab jimat duit ai- semua ECB bayar! tapi ai bukan jenis manusia macam itu! aku pun ada duit sendiri ok! terlebih dari cukup! ai bukan dari kalangan yang sudah ada duit lambak2 dalam bank tetapi masih mahu kaut lagi selagi ada!

KEJI sangat!

Ok now the Slightly English translation for my international reader! muah3 love you folks!

We are planning to visit Malaysia, but unfortunately, recently I had lost my temper to my father and two other sisters which I call them * Real Bitch + MAD COW + BLOODY PIGGY = WTF*

So things then has turned sour and I have not decided any yet until.....

My Darling Hubby give me some advice! I know I am the one that easily sly my temper if it affect me in any way! So being a rather good *so call WIFE*

I just listen *more like pretending! hehehe sorry hubby*

keep my mouth shut and imagine that I am milking my tits (but I don't have) to my 5 years old daughter *LOL* what a sick imagination .....

So the conclusion then! We are flying back to Kuala Lumpur next Wednesday!

Hence my Senior Director in ECB knew that ( I need to tell this old man btw) he was so happy and ask me for attending one day visit to Central Bank in Kuala Lumpur! lol and I say OK!

All expenses paid! but I am not that kind of people that so greedy! I have plenty of doughs in my banks! duh! I don't need that *ALL EXPENSES PAID* kind of things! I am happy to render my knowledge and services!

So! Springtime in New York is so good so far! accept for that hubby was hospitalized for two days for some minor infections! too much excitement maybe!

I have heard that Singapore Airline have this "Beyond First Class Luxury Suites" flying on Airbus A380! ( You guys can check it from youtube)