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Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Tout en tenant compte que

Lately, I was sooo Lazy!

Steve never would say anything... as long as the foods are serve and his cloths are prepare! lol

The little one was so happy, she will spend her day in nursery, despite language problem, i think she manage it very well and make friends.

End of this month Steve will be in North Pole for a month or so for his latest project. I am very glad for him, and for that he have to undergo series of health screen and survival training. Uhmm I like seeing all his tight muscles. yummy

His mother will stay with us until end of December, she is up with her new books and maybe visiting lecturer here in Berlin University.

I might take up a new position after giving thought to the best and the brightest. Thanks God!

good luck me!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Stress Test


Talking about European Stress Test on selected Banking institutions, Gosh i have got myself a BIG STRESS too.

Meeting and series of meeting, i do have several long meeting in a day. But the perks are, as the interviewer we was bribed with five star accommodation, Food and Beverage is above excellent - ehem2 lucky i am Vegan by choice and i have a personal butler when i was in Spain and Portugal.

Awwwww! I like my jobs. I don't mind to keep it more than a year or so. My ECB (Euro Central Bank) Director has given me some good clue yesterday on a piece of paper, during two days finances minister meeting in Brussels.

He ask me "Bist du glucklich? Sie bleiben für längere Zeit?" translated somewhere near like "Are you happy with your current works? Do stay for longer period?".

I am currently attending a night class to improve my Dutch and Finnish. I could communicate well but my writing and reading are below average.

We might be thinking about migrating to European Union too. and judging from our experience last weekend in Oslo, Norway. Northern European seems the best place for all of us.

and thee welcome our kind too. Not to mention the sea side and the people is nice!


Friday, April 16, 2010

What happened to the economics profession? And where does it go from here?


It’s hard to believe now, but not long ago economists were congratulating themselves over the success of their field. Those successes — or so they believed — were both theoretical and practical, leading to a golden era for the profession. On the theoretical side, they thought that they had resolved their internal disputes.

Thus, in a 2008 paper titled “The State of Macro” (that is, macroeconomics, the study of big-picture issues like recessions), Olivier Blanchard of M.I.T., now the chief economist at the International Monetary Fund, declared that “the state of macro is good.”

The battles of yesteryear, he said, were over, and there had been a “broad convergence of vision.” And in the real world, economists believed they had things under control: the “central problem of depression-prevention has been solved,” declared Robert Lucas of the University of Chicago in his 2003 presidential address to the American Economic Association.

In 2004, Ben Bernanke, a former Princeton professor who is now the chairman of the Federal Reserve Board, celebrated the Great Moderation in economic performance over the previous two decades, which he attributed in part to improved economic policy making.

Last year, everything came apart. bleak!!!!

Few economists saw our current crisis coming, but this predictive failure was overshadow during the "Bloody (Bush) Bastard Administration" if i may call so.

During the golden years, financial economists came to believe that markets were inherently stable — indeed, that stocks and other assets were always priced just right. Yeah i would like to put the blame on Alan Greenspan, there is no such thing as FREE MARKET. You make one winner and the rest falls. Come on, is this what we called an Economists!.


Ain't trust any bankers!, they are not Economists, they are just a mere CAPITALISTS, or rather TYRANT CAPITALISTS.

There was nothing in the prevailing models suggesting the possibility of the kind of collapse that happened last year. Meanwhile, macroeconomists were divided in their views. But the main division was between those who insisted that free-market economies never go astray and those who believed that economies may stray now and then but that any major deviations from the path of prosperity could and would be corrected by the all-powerful Fed (Federal Reserve ) Neither side was prepared to cope with an economy that went off the rails despite the Fed’s best efforts.

And in the wake of the crisis, the fault lines in the economics profession have yawned wider than ever. Lucas says the Obama administration’s stimulus plans are “schlock economics,” and his Chicago colleague John Cochrane says they’re based on discredited “fairy tales.” In response, Brad DeLong of the University of California, Berkeley, writes of the “intellectual collapse” of the Chicago School, and I myself have written that comments from Chicago economists are the product of a Dark Age of macroeconomics in which hard-won knowledge has been forgotten.

What happened to the economics profession? And where does it go from here?


As I see it, the economics profession went astray because economists, as a group, mistook beauty, clad in impressive-looking mathematics, for truth.

Until the Great Depression, most economists clung to a vision of capitalism as a perfect or nearly perfect system. That vision wasn’t sustainable in the face of mass unemployment, but as memories of the Depression faded, economists fell back in love with the old, idealized vision of an economy in which rational individuals interact in perfect markets, this time gussied up with fancy equations.

The renewed romance with the idealized market was, to be sure, partly a response to shifting political winds, partly a response to financial incentives. But while sabbaticals at the Hoover Institution and job opportunities on Wall Street are nothing to sneeze at, the central cause of the profession’s failure was the desire for an all-encompassing, intellectually elegant approach that also gave economists a chance to show off their mathematical prowess.

Unfortunately, this romanticized and sanitized vision of the economy led most economists to ignore all the things that can go wrong. They turned a blind eye to the limitations of human rationality that often lead to bubbles and busts; to the problems of institutions that run amok; to the imperfections of markets — especially financial markets — that can cause the economy’s operating system to undergo sudden, unpredictable crashes; and to the dangers created when regulators don’t believe in regulation.

It’s much harder to say where the economics profession goes from here. But what’s almost certain is that economists will have to learn to live with messiness. That is, they will have to acknowledge the importance of irrational and often unpredictable behavior, face up to the often idiosyncratic imperfections of markets and accept that an elegant economic “theory of everything” is a long way off. In practical terms, this will translate into more cautious policy advice — and a reduced willingness to dismantle economic safeguards in the faith that markets will solve all problems.


Monday, November 2, 2009

My so call life


Oh! life can be quite bored sometimes, i wish i am dear Audrey H, in the breakfast in tiffany. Party and dance every day and night. Just a dream.

Wish that i could fly like a bird, but where will i go? i maybe tired with chores and multiple of chores. i might need to quit for a while. Question is can i afford to do so?

Steve said that i am going through my phase? but what phase? am i in the right trail right now? i am not loss neither mad! but i feel so damn tired with life!not that i wanna die tough! but i feel i should take a break.

A one year break from whatsoever i am doing right now. having distressed myself with Steve darling and little baby Sophie, whom i love so much.

Have you ever thought of going for a longer break before? meaning secured life without having a single worried over the amounts of pennies in your bank account.

Right now! i am calculating my financial viable for one year break period. Not only for myself but for my entire family (all three of us). Its all sounds and look very promising, minus our Family Health Care. Yes i knows how important this to us.

So many possibility and suggestion. Whatever is! i just wanna have a break. Not in stated but maybe we choose Europe or i dunno where? where we could afford a living. Maybe going back to Malaysia is the answer. Since the exchange rate is more favorable in our side.

Whatever step we might decide, we need to be rationale and positives, that what Steve told me.

Friday, August 7, 2009

dot of life


Think of a day as a dot

A life is ~70 years or 160^2 number of days

Each block of dots above is 10 X 50 = 500 days

There are 15 tall blocks, or 15 X 500=7500 days or 20 1/2 years

This is what just over 20 years looks like as dots