"Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

Monday, April 4, 2011

Here and There


Happy Spring time dearest reader...

Was long since I writes anything here in my blog, Was terribly busy with my hubby, my little daughter and my carrier!

Ok, one will always care about their carrier if one get bloody paid for 2xK Euro a month! llalala...tell me readers, will you do exactly the same????

My bloody jobs get really tough before and after the EU meeting! Its SUCK. I am to head TWO different section and at the same time monitoring another agency place far beyond the ECB associate. WTF

But I am very happy working from the back-end, unlike my director, he is require to broadcast everyday.... huhuhu not me! My last episode with CNN is gonna be the first and the last ever interview and broadcasting matter I will do in my entire carrier.

On the other issue, hubby is recovering and for now on-going his 2nd cancer treatment, very advanced chemotherapy related to magnetic energy (I am not sure what it is) but slightly better! I saw my favourite singer, Aretha Franklin here at the same hospital in Berlin undergo the same treatment with my hubby! today....

Don't ask me how I juggle my life with 3 important stuff that very dearly to me! I just do it. hopping that I be able to keep myself cool and under pressure!


Thursday, March 10, 2011

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Pictures of the day

Ok guys!

Yesterday we had a great night with awesome neighbours! and eat and eat and catch up with all story! mixed between english and Norwegian @flamish.

Today I had an opportunity to invite few neighbours over for Lunch!

For appetizer


Got to go with typical Norwegian Cheese and tomato dressing

next main course


Baked Chicken@ satay style with peanuts source and Chicken Rice ball
Fusion delight maybe

with Desserts


Home made coconut ice cream.

We have a great winter still and very icy out here!

I am not losing my kitchen artsy yet! huhuhuhu


Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Kristiansund,Norway here we are! Her er vi!


We missed our 2nd home so much! lovely, the weather today is so not welcoming! its raining.huhuhuh

So here are some pictures...mostly foods that is so me! blek

home made pizza n dip

lovely cake - blotkaken

yum yum yum norge choc- I will never eat any other choc after this!


for increase of body fats! hahahahah

this is hubby ideal home-50 inch plasma! duh

at the store - so much so little time!

Monday, March 7, 2011

Post Bahasa Ibunda! and for international readers as well

Uols selalu tak Iron dan cuci baju laki masing2
Wah mek tahu Cik Puan Lee D Ratu memang rajin membasuh dan mengosok baju laki nya! kan kan kan!

Tapi kita enjoy kan buat benda2 macam itu! Mek ni sejak dari zaman ber bf lagi rajin mengosok dan membasuh baju laki mek nii! matilah kuli batak!

Dah jadi gay berkejaya pun masih lagi mek tetap basuh baju, seluar, boxer, stokin laki mek nyehh semua! bukan lah mek nak cakap besar kan tapi itu lah antara tanda kasih kita. apa korang sanggup?
Bagi kami nak pergi makan kat luar tu adoiii payah! laki mek tetap nak makan masakan kat rumah! so kenalah masak uols!

ni tetap sakit sakit laki mek ni banyak benor minta nya nak makan itu lah ini lah! wah demand gituh, semenjak ubat cancer dah berkesan dan cancer spreading dah stop, wah mula lah nak makan itu ini! kesian lah pula kan. mek ikut kan saje! matila kalah pompuan mengandung!

nak makan nasi lemak katanya, masak lah nasi lemak, melilau cari ikan bilis kat Berlin ni! gila kejap! nun jauh ke Frankfurt pergi beli cili kering,belacan, ikan bilis bagai! adalah 3-4 jam naik train. Bukan lah macam si izuan tu! wah khelas ko maria. petik2 jari dah makan kat rumah kawan bagai!

Tak pa lah mek ingat ingat dulu masa mek kat hospital, siang malam dia jaga, sampai nak ke bilik air pun berdua! matilah sex dalam bilik air hospital! keji

OK now is for international readers,

Do you iron your husband clothes? I do and I have done it since we are boyfriend kinda relationship! I don't mind doing it, for me I called it as part of the training so I understand him, apart from assimilating his bod scenes!

Hence than until now I still doing my duty without any complaints, although few of my friends did scrutinized my action but I pretend not to listen.

For me I can run my household without any helper, morning chores for hubby and little one, cook for both ,send little one to play school, rush to office, lunch with my hubby in hospital, back to office and pick little one from nursery and went to see his daddy in hospital and back home by midnight!

pretty much tiring! but I must not feel that thou!

I remember my hubby is one who loved to eat whatsoever I cooked for him, we hardly or never dine outside accept for attending ceremony or party! recently after his cancer spreading has stop and medications work, he really want to eat "Nasi Lemak" oh yeah you could google it.

I 've to run down to Frankfurt for part of the ingredients! took 3-4 hours by train! I am not complaining but I am satisfied to cook for him.

I remember when I was hospitalized for my heart problem, he was there night and day taking care of me, up to we went for shower both....hahahha together! heheheheh I just loved that idea of bathing together! To make it sounds nasty its was in the hospital! huhuhuhu

Sunday, March 6, 2011

ewwww I've been stalk!


Occasionally I was stalk in my office in Berlin! WTF

This stalker happened to be a Lady! double WTF!

My Personal Assistant told me yesterday over the phone! This Lady as I could recall have a messy lifestyle not that I forgotten that she was drunk in one private party I attended!

She knew I am GAY and married with child! Triple FUCK!

I told Steve and he giggle at me continuously! ohh bloody husband of mine!

I do not know how severe this could be in future or for my carrier! yet to know! but I am ready to send my intelligent to dig what is she really looking on! creepy

The facts that I hate being Stalk!